給爸爸的信 (中)

至於我們這些神的子民,雖然很難接受,但我卻只能夠承認,創造天地的真神,一早已經說明,我們這屬於祂的子民,是不可靠的。耶和華創造天地的真神,曾在以賽亞書42:19-25節記載:
「誰比我的僕人眼瞎呢? 誰比我差遣的使者耳聾呢? 誰瞎眼像那與我和好的? 誰瞎眼像耶和華的僕人呢?
你看見許多事卻不領會, 耳朵開通卻不聽見。
耶和華因自己公義的緣故, 喜歡使律法為大,為尊。
但這百姓是被搶被奪的, 都牢籠在坑中,隱藏在獄裏; 他們作掠物,無人拯救, 作擄物,無人說交還。
你們中間誰肯側耳聽此, 誰肯留心而聽,以防將來呢?
誰將雅各交出當作擄物, 將以色列(神的選民)交給搶奪的呢? 豈不是耶和華嗎? 就是我們所得罪的那位。 他們不肯遵行他的道, 也不聽從他的訓誨。
所以,他將猛烈的怒氣和爭戰的勇力 傾倒在以色列的身上。 在他四圍如火着起,他還不知道, 燒着他,他也不介意。」
以賽亞書60:21記載:
「是我(耶和華)種的栽子,我手的工作, 使我得榮耀。」
老師是創造天地萬物的真神,學生學不好,那不是老師的錯,而且全世界的人都在那惡者的手裏,只是我們這些學生自以為聰明,其實卻是十分愚笨,不肯聽老師的教導而已。

以下的說話,是我的主耶穌對我們這些基督徒說的。
路加福音6:27-28,35-36節記載:
「只是我告訴你們這聽道的人,你們的仇敵,要愛他!恨你們的,要待他好!
咒詛你們的,要為他祝福!凌辱你們的,要為他禱告!
你們倒要愛仇敵,也要善待他們,並要借給人不指望償還,你們的賞賜就必大了,你們也必作至高者的兒子,因為他恩待那忘恩的和作惡的。
你們要慈悲,像你們的父慈悲一樣。」


路加福音6:37節記載:
「你們不要論斷人,就不被論斷;你們不要定人的罪,就不被定罪;你們要饒恕人,就必蒙饒恕 ;」

雅各書2:13節記載:
「因為那不憐憫人的,也要受無憐憫的審判;憐憫原是向審判誇勝。」

以西結書34:16節記載:
「失喪的,我必尋找;被逐的,我必領回;受傷的,我必纏裹;有病的,我必醫治;只是肥的壯的,我必除滅,也要秉公牧養牠們。」

所以那些在明面或暗地裏取笑我的,我想起他們的時候,便求主憐憫我和他們。他們有病,我為他們禱告,他們有困難,我能夠幫助他們的,我也會做。直到我的主耶穌再來之前,我也不願意祂,因為我自以為是,自我去審判其他人,而難過和受天空屬靈氣的惡魔的羞辱。我的主耶穌,曾經在聖經所講的說話,會為我們每一個基督徒所做的,審判我們,因為創造天地的真神,是公義的,祂並不以有罪為無罪。我的上帝,曾說過或藉著祂的靈說過以下的說話,所以我相信祂。

以西結書34:20-22節記載:
「所以,主耶和華如此說:我必在肥羊和瘦羊中間施行判斷。
因為你們用脅用肩擁擠一切瘦弱的,又用角牴觸,以致使牠們四散。
所以,我必拯救我的羣羊不再作掠物;我也必在羊和羊中間施行判斷。」

彼得前書4:17節記載:
「因為時候到了,審判要從上帝的家起首。若是先從我們起首,那不信從上帝福音的人將有何等的結局呢?」

而且神曾經應許,那些從那惡者而來的驕傲、怨恨和惡念,只要我們作為神的兒女,願意聽從神的旨意,棄惡擇善,那些惡念,是會有一天因我們的主耶穌而離開我們的。(詳情記載在主的恩膏在心裏)我知道自己的位置,我不會被那些無緣無故出現在心裏怨恨的情景,蒙蔽我的心靈,令我的主受辱和難過的。即使我被蒙蔽了,我的主,也有辨法讓我因祂的名字,和他的慈愛的原故,可以甦醒過來的。

爸爸,我雖然愛你,但不表示我儍。不要再想用欺騙或者眼淚,便可以蒙騙我了。你可以用口講自己以前怎樣痛苦,講到淚流滿面,但你的靈魂是不會說謊的。沒有用的,爸爸,沒有人可以欺騙耶和華—創造天地的神,我們的創造主,因為我們人類的靈魂,是祂所做的。而且祂曾經藉著祂的靈,留下以下的說話在箴言16:2節記載:
「人一切所行的,在自己眼中看為清潔; 惟有耶和華衡量人心。」
你記得嗎?若果不是我的神,提醒我,阻止弟弟在祂的地方犯大罪,得罪祂,我又怎會知道呢?你以為當年我不阻止弟弟,媽媽、弟弟、你和我還能活到今天嗎?(詳情記載在一念沉淪落地獄(上))我們人類,是沒有可能鬥得過創造天地的神的,不要做無謂的爭扎了。你知道嗎?當我們人類口講一樣,心謀算另一樣的時候,我們的靈魂只會將我們心裏所想的,原原本本的表達出來,連靈魂甦醒了的人,也不能例外。事實上,不願意聽從聖靈引導,自己責備自己的基督徒,其實並不知道自己錯過了甚麽,這是創造天地萬物的三一真神,給我們人類,一生中最好的機會,一個因為照著神的心意憂愁自恨,求神赦免中,棄惡擇善的過程裏,靈魂因為無助,向神哀求,可以靈性被洗滌,從而甦醒的機會。就像主耶穌的跟隨者,彼得和保羅,聖經也曾記載他們能夠看透別人內心一樣。雖然靈魂甦醒,只是走向屬主耶穌的人的一種副產品,而且只能看見在那一刻裏,其他人的靈魂反應,並不能知道對方,將來會否被主耶穌改變,所以只是副產品。更何況,我仍然有自我中心的時候,以致我,仍然會在別人的靈魂反應中,那一刻裏感受有差誤,會感受錯了,但是最準確的,仍然是將我自己或別人的靈魂反應,去求問主耶穌。當主回覆我的時候,那便是對別人或他所說的話,最準確的判斷。所以,爸爸,連我也看得清楚你的靈魂,在那一刻裏,表達的東西,更加不用在創造萬靈的創造主—耶和華面前嘗試了。不要再想用說話,或者甚麽理據來嘗試說服我,沒有用的,爸爸!真的是沒有用的!你還記得不久之前,我和你曾經有一段對話嗎?你記得那時,我常常對你說,叫你要說重點嗎?其實那時侯,我在提醒你,爸爸,不要帶我「遊花園」。我不是以前那個自以為義的基督徒了,你的靈魂反應是不會說謊的,這是創造主,藉著聖靈親口對我說的:「你們會用口說謊話,你們的靈魂卻不會說謊的。」。連天空掌權的惡魔,也要在人奉主耶穌的名,命令它們回答:「相不相信主耶穌是神的兒子,道成了肉身」的時候,露出本相。就算給我們人類,再多一萬年的時間,去研究和體會自己或別人的靈魂狀態,也不可能改變創造主,親口所說的話。更何況,我們人類連自己的靈魂反應是赤惈惈的,讓上帝和屬於上帝而靈魂甦醒的人,所看見和感知的,也未曾知道。爸爸,不用再試了,沒有用的!

你那句:「我要做的事情,無論如何都要做到!」,你又否想過,為何會常常在你心裏出現,為何讓你放棄了我和其他的親人,換回來的是,連你自己的兒子,寧願出賣自己的靈魂給那惡者,也要向你報復,值得嗎?你在這個世界裏,滿腦子都是怎樣令我在你死後,在你的靈堂前上香,爸爸,你中了那惡者的招了,你知道嗎?你有否發現,那要讓你的兒女,在你的靈堂前齊集和上香的念頭,會常常無緣無故的浮現在你的心裏,你又覺得那樣做,是合情合理,所以你用盡一切方法,威迫利誘,放棄甚麼,也在所不惜,都要達成呢?那份無論怎樣,都要達到目的的意念,為甚麼會常常纏繞在你的心頭?你以前曾經有靈界的經驗,你比很多其他看不見,便不會相信的人,更加清楚,靈界是真實的。當那些意念出現:「我的兒女,不在我死後,靈堂前上香,我便很丟臉!」,你不害怕的話,可以問問那些意念,相不相信主耶穌是神的兒子,道成肉身,來到我們人類當中,你留意你內心的反應,便會知道的了。知道真相以後,唯一的好處,便是知道那些意念,不是從自己而來,是外來卻又存在在心裏的,所以可以選擇,聽從那些意念去死,或者不聽從那些意念,求上帝保守我們的心。

爸爸,帶著媽媽,跟我去那個更新更美的天國世界吧,好嗎?…

給爸爸的信 (下)

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給爸爸的信 (上)

給爸爸的信 (上)

爸爸,這封信,是我為了你而寫的,雖然我將這封信刋登在網上,要所有閱讀這封信的讀者,同為我在這信上,對你所說的一些承諾作見證。你一定要看完這封信,免得全世界的讀者,都知道我想對你說的話,但我的爸爸自己卻不知道。

你還記得嗎?阿媽在我們年紀還小的時候,常常會去馬頭圍村的後山晨運,我在小孩的時候,有一次,不知為何,想去那個後山找阿媽。我們的家,離開那裏有十分鐘的步行路程,我也不記得我是怎樣打開家門,走了出去。過了兩個街口,忽然回頭,見到爸爸你,身上還是穿着睡衣,怱怱的走來,將我的手捉住,帶我返回家中。我已經不記得當時,你有否對我說過甚麽話,我只記得你那穿著睡衣的背影,和那個被你拖著手,跟在你身邊,一路走回家的我。最近,我的心裏,常常有那幅,你拖著我的手回家的片段出現,神的靈在我心裏常常提醒我:「你爸爸以前也是真心的愛你們,不要被那常常出現在心裏,怨恨的假象,蒙騙了你。我曾經在你被那惡者掌控了心靈的時候,阻止你犯大錯,叫你要原諒你的爸爸,也要原諒你自己。我口所出的話,到今天仍然不會改變。你還記得嗎?我在你初初接受我,成為你的救主的時候,你第一次求我責備你,禱告卻睡著的那一次,我便對你許下承諾,當信主耶穌,你和你一家都必得救。當你後來,做了二十多年迷糊的基督徒,悔改以後。我不是藉著你兒子的口,叫你要傳福音給你父母嗎?後來你心裏懷疑作難,求問我的時候,我不是對你說,你只要相信我,你父親一家,我也要將他們,從那惡者手裏救出來嗎?你要先求我的國和我的義,其他東西也會𧶽給你。」

爸爸,你知道嗎?以前,我的内心之中,其實是充滿了絕望的,在絕望中更是满有怨氣。我曾經憎惡這個世界一切虛假的所謂仁義和慈愛,也曾經憎惡自己為甚麼會被上天咒詛,為甚麽我會生長在如此艱難的家庭裏。直到我遇到了祂,遇到了那個改變了我一生的主耶穌,那創造天地的三一真神,祂也改變了我整個人的靈魂,應許如果我相信祂,祂會救回我父母和血脈親人得永生。當祂的應許在我幾年前真正悔改之後,初步解决了罪的捆綁,與祂相處自我中心,不能真正從心裏真心去愛其他神的兒女的問題,和因傳福音而受苦,被嘲笑,被迫害,甚至死亡的所有后顧之憂後,更是讓我明白主耶穌的寶血和祂的名字,能夠驅走心中因自以為能夠分辨善惡,而生出來的種種惡念的時候,我就已經想好了,要好好的跟從祂。但主耶穌却没有奴役我,在我心裏祂不曾對我呼呼喝喝,祂是神的兒子,那麼尊貴的身份,祂理當可以當我是奴僕一樣的指使,祂反而是將我當成朋友看待,只會在心中呼喚我自願悔改,雖然有責備的時候,讓我敬畏祂,但祂卻從來也尊重我;更是早了三十年,應許我,给了我這個带領父家親人認識祂的機會(詳情記載在打倒了,卻不致死亡(上))。此時此刻,我的内心,不再被怨恨和自憐所束縛,雖然對你仍然不耐煩,却是充斥着從來也沒有的感謝,感謝神,讓我在這家庭長大,感謝祂,兩次的提醒我,讓我阻止弟弟犯大罪得罪祂,讓我們可以存活下來,可以有機會認識祂。感謝祂,在心裏呼喚我,阻止我中了魔鬼的詭計,要與爸爸你同歸於盡的念頭。感謝祂,讓我常常想念你們,感謝祂,為我所安排在這地上的家人,這個未曾被主真正饒恕和赦免過的世人,都會嫌棄的家,卻是主耶穌教導我,我應該最珍貴的。所以我今生是應該讓那個為我付出了生命和血,我的救主耶穌,作見證的,這是合情合理的事情。

當主耶穌,多次讓我經歷祂的愛和赦免以後,我雖然仍然因你的自私行為而恨你,為了自己一己的目的和面子,連自己的親人,也可以欺騙,可以散播紛爭,令我們兄弟姊姊間互相不信任。但有一次,主耶穌卻讓我知道,我心底裏面仍然愛你,爸爸!那次,我哭得很淒涼,我不想你死後,靈魂下到陰間裏,與我永遠分離,雖然我有時候會恨你,但那天以後,我才發覺,原來我有多恨你的同時,我也有多愛你。你一直在為自己死後安排,要我在你的靈堂上,上一炷香給你,我是萬不可以為你上香的,若果我為你上香,將你當成神一樣的供奉,我便羞辱了我們的創造主。我所信奉創造天地的真神,那個來到這個原本是屬於祂創造的世界,從那惡者手裏將我拯救岀來,讓我成為神的兒女的那位,祂所說的話,便是整個世界和宇宙的法則和真理,祂曾說:

出埃及記20:2-6節記載:
「我是耶和華-你的上帝,曾將你從埃及為奴之家領出來。
除了我以外,你不可有別的神。
不可為自己雕刻偶像,也不可做甚麼形像彷彿上天、下地,和地底下、水中的百物。
不可跪拜那些像,也不可事奉它,因為我耶和華-你的上帝是忌邪的上帝。恨我的,我必追討他的罪,自父及子,直到三四代;
愛我、守我誡命的,我必向他們發慈愛,直到千代。」

以賽亞書43:10b-13節記載:
「在我以前沒有真神; 在我以後也必沒有。 惟有我是耶和華; 除我以外沒有救主。 我曾指示,我曾拯救,我曾說明, 並且在你們中間沒有別神。 你們是我的見證。 我也是上帝; 自從有日子以來,我就是上帝; 誰也不能救人脫離我手。 我要行事誰能阻止呢?」

爸爸,你曾經質疑,這世界上,這麼多宗教都說,自己的宗教所信奉的是真神,你又怎知道基督教所講的主耶穌,是真神呢?而且基督教的信徒,也有很多衰人,主耶穌若是真神的話,為何有這樣多虛偽和自以為義的基督徒,自己的信徒也不能教好,又怎會是真神呢?

爸爸,我的主耶穌,是創造天地萬物,上帝的兒子,我從來沒有聽過有一個宗教所信奉的神,能夠預早三十年,通知一個乳臭未乾的信徒,當信主耶穌,你和你一家都必得救。而且,若其他所謂的神靈,是真神的話,為何只有主耶穌來,在我心裏,提醒我要原諒你和我自己,阻止我向你報復?(詳情記載在一念悔改盼天家(一))為何其他的所謂神靈,不來阻止我呢?是那些神靈不夠神,在睡覺?或者要等其他人通知它,才能知道我要向你報復嗎?抑或是那些神靈,在等睇好戲,想看我們父子相殘?為何我心裏的惡念,只有主耶穌的寶血遮蓋,才能安靜下來?為何只有奉主耶穌的名,才能驅逐那些惡念,離開我的心懷和夢境?(詳情記載在奉主耶穌的名(上))為何不能奉其他神靈的名,或者借它們的血,又或者念念咒語,去遮蓋和趕走我心裏的惡念?一個創造天地萬物的主宰,根本沒有東方或者西方的信仰分別,祂根本就是創造天地萬物的真神,我們所有人類的上帝的獨生子,而且上帝甘願差祂的兒子降世,來到這個世上,在這世上尋找如我這樣失喪的人。世上的人,只會唾棄或嘲笑,他們認為沒有得救,或者太難改變的人,但我的主卻親身來尋找我這個罪人,阻止我犯罪,提醒我,祂的寳血夠我用,祂的名可以趕走我內心的黑暗,令我的靈魂甦醒,用祂的名引導我走義路,還有比這更加真摯的愛嗎?

在這宇宙裏,若果有其他的所謂神靈存在,我也不會信服它們的,那些不知道我有病,沒有能力醫好我或者視而不見的神靈,根本沒有任何理據,可以叫我信服於它們。只有我所信奉的三一真神,只有祂,唯獨是祂,在其他人都理所當然的明面上或暗地裏放棄我,在心裏或在暗中嘲笑我,或者不知道怎樣處理我,任由我自生自滅,連我自己也放棄自己的時候,祂還在我心裏,沒有離我而去,更將我從那汚泥中,拉我出來,洗滌我的靈魂,潔淨我的內心,讓我可以重獲新生,教導我明白祂的心意。我只信奉和下跪在我的救主耶穌面前,因為祂沒有離棄我,我更不會明知會讓我的主受羞辱的事,仍然答應你的要求,在你百年歸老以後,在你靈堂前,上香給你的。

而且,爸爸,你要清楚兩件事實。沒有主耶穌在我心裏提醒我,弟弟和我,一早就被創造主,收回我們的靈魂了。沒有主耶穌叫我,原諒你,也原諒自己的那一天,你的手便會沾上我的心血,白頭人送黑頭人了。那天,我進你家中的時候,若果不是創造主藉著聖靈提醒我,叫我:「原諒你的爸爸吧,也原諒你自己。」我有八至九成的成功率,在你聽了我所說的話後,我會讓你有機會殺了我;其餘的成功率,我會捉着你的手,用刀子刺進我的心臟裏。你不需要知道我為甚麽要那樣做,你只需要知道,我是你的兒子,傳𠄘了你那句常放在心裏,當金句的說話的真正意義,「我要做的事情,無論如何都要做到!」我比你做的更狠和絕情呀,爸爸。我要報復你,卻連自己的生命和愛我的太太和兒子也可以放棄,無論如何都要做到。無論如何都要做到?真的是值得嗎?我們好儍呀,爸爸!真的是一門兩個儍父子!

至於我們這些神的子民,創造天地的真神,一早已經說明…

給爸爸的信 (中)

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奉主耶穌的名(下)- 一念悔改盼天家(四)

One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven (4) – By the Name of the Lord Jesus (Part 3 Of 3)

One day, I suddenly remembered the evil one, just as 1 John 5:19 said, how on earth did the whole world lie under his hand? Then I remembered a Christian’s story about his wife’s cheating. At that time, I uncertainly said to myself, “If the evil one is in the heart of a married man and gives him thought of the cheating association with a good friend of her wife. At the same time, in the hearts of her wife’s good friend, the same seeds were put down. The evil one lets the thoughts often surface in their hearts, making them think it was their own thoughts. Will those two accept the thoughts and sin against their wife and good friend?” Thinking of this, I felt a sense of powerlessness and fear from the bottom of my heart. Right at that moment, the majestic and loving words of the Holy Spirit came to me and said, “Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but are unable to kill the soul.” My heart was then no longer feared and became quiet. Son, when you grow up and see this, remember that the Holy Spirit never talks to us in a meaningless way.

After that, a question suddenly appeared in my heart. The question is this: “since the evil one is tempting me, then I am innocent. Why do I have to confess my sins and repent so that I can drive away my dark and negative thoughts in the name of the Lord?” This question remained in my heart until one day, the words of the Lord came to me through the Holy Spirit and said, “Go back and see the first sin of Adam and Eve, and you will know.” Because at that time, I remembered my confusion of “I am innocent”, I know that my Lord is going to guide me in resolving my confusion. As a result, I was reading Eve listened to the serpent’s temptation and she felt that it was good for her to understand good and evil like God does. So, she did not listen to God’s words, ate the fruit, and even gave it to Adam to eat. Adam did not object, so all listened to the serpent’s words and ignored God’s warning. He ate the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. In the end, God didn’t just punish the serpent, even Adam and Eve were punished. When I saw it, I knew that the serpent (the devil) who seduced people was guilty, and Adam and Eve, who listened to the temptation but didn’t listen to God’s words, were also guilty. There was no innocent person, only those who voluntarily picked up the temptation from the evil one and sinned against the Creator of the Universe.

Dear children of God, although this does not fit into this world’s scientific logical thinking category, our Lord Jesus did not once say, “The testimony of two people is true.” I bear witness to the process of being born again that the Lord Jesus let me experience. It is because I believe that the One who told me to speak boldly, He will also bear witness for His own name in the hearts of all people through the Holy Spirit.

Isaiah 42:16 records:

I will lead the blind by ways they have not known,
along unfamiliar paths I will guide them;
I will turn the darkness into light before them
and make the rough places smooth.
These are the things I will do;
I will not forsake them.”

I am especially here to testify to those Christians who are often beaten. Even if others have given up on you, even if you have given up on yourself, I say to you in the name of my Savior Jesus. Our Lord Jesus will not give up on you, He has great power, and can personally pull those who are bound by sin from the mud. It is because His name is greater than the spirit of the world. Please don’t give up on yourself, and don’t give up on prayers. Ask the Lord to cover you with His precious blood, and by the name of the Lord Jesus, drive away the evil thoughts that always haunt you. You are better than those who do well without ever asking the Lord for healing (indeed, as Ecclesiastes 7:20 says, “Indeed, there is no one on earth who is righteous, no one who does what is right and never sins.”), because we have nothing to be proud of ourselves. It’s easier to be humble, it’s easier to trust God, it’s easier to accept God’s power, it’s easier to enter the kingdom of God ahead of others, it’s easier to understand why the Lord Jesus said to the Jewish religious leaders: “Truly I tell you, the tax collectors and the prostitutes are entering the kingdom of God ahead of you. For John came to you to show you the way of righteousness, and you did not believe him, but the tax collectors and the prostitutes did. And even after you saw this, you did not repent and believe him.” But keep in mind that the lure of darkness will use your desire for self-righteousness or self-evidence as nourishment to fuel the fire inside your soul and appear more frequently. No righteous person in the world knows the reason better than a victim like me. Also as recorded in Genesis 4:7 and Acts 4:12:

“If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must rule over it.”

“Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved.”

Therefore, you must repent with all your heart. As long as you are willing to forsake evil and choose good, our Lord Jesus will forgive your sins, walk with you, and help you drive away the darkness in your heart. Because Isaiah 55:7-9/11/13 records:

“Let the wicked forsake their ways
    and the unrighteous their thoughts.
Let them turn to the Lord, and he will have mercy on them,
    and to our God, for he will freely pardon.
“For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
    neither are your ways my ways,”
declares the Lord.
“As the heavens are higher than the earth,
    so are my ways higher than your ways
    and my thoughts than your thoughts.

so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
    It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
    and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.

Instead of the thornbush will grow the juniper,
    and instead of briers the myrtle will grow.
This will be for the Lord’s renown,
    for an everlasting sign,
    that will endure forever.”

I thank my Savior Jesus from the bottom of my heart! If it weren’t for him who never left, I would be a living dead person full of all kinds of resentment and pride. It was the Lord who saved me from the hand of the evil one. I want to follow Him all my life, praising and preaching the grace of His redemption. Son, I share with you what the Lord Jesus has done to me. You must keep it in your heart, think carefully, pass it on from generation to generation, and praise God for the wonderful salvation that he has done to your father.

Finally, I conclude with my own personal experience together with the words of the Apostle Peter in Acts 4:10-12 and the Apostle Paul in 1 Corinthians 1:18-31:

then know this, all the children of God: It is by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified but whom God raised from the dead, that I stand before you healed.
Jesus is
“‘the stone you builders rejected,
which has become the cornerstone.’
Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved.”

For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.
For it is written:
“I will destroy the wisdom of the wise;
the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate.”
Where is the wise person? Where is the teacher of the law? Where is the philosopher of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world?
For since in the wisdom of God the world through its wisdom did not know him, God was pleased through the foolishness of what was preached to save those who believe.
Jews demand signs and
some Christians look for knowledge,
but we preach Christ crucified: a stumbling block to Jews and foolishness to
some knowledgeable Christians,
but to those whom God has called, both Jews and
Christians, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God.
For the foolishness of God is wiser than human wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than human strength.
Brothers and sisters, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were knowledgeable by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth.
But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong.
God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are,
so that no one may boast before him.
It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption.
Therefore, as it is written: “LET THE ONE WHO BOASTS BOAST IN THE LORD.

The Triune God created the heavens, the earth, and all things. His noble and incomparable name is “Jehovah, the Lord Almighty”. I don’t need to say anything for Him. He only asked me to speak honestly about what He has done to me. It was what He asked me to do. May all the glory and praise be to the Heavenly Father who loves us, the Son of God and the Lord Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit, the true God of our Trinity! Amen!

Brothers and sisters, after reading this testimonial, the three thoughts of “Impossible! Don’t believe it! Not convinced!” spring up in your heart, thinking that I am belittling your knowledge and that I am underestimating you. In front of our Lord, I have a soft conviction for you. Have you ever thought that you may have been fooled and blinded by the evil one? If you really want to know the truth, in fact, in the name of the Lord Jesus, you can command the spirit that uttered those three thoughts within you to answer you, whether the spirit within you believes that the Lord Jesus has become flesh, and you will know. May the Holy Spirit who dwells in you will make you believe the words of Ephesians 2:2 and 1 John 4:1-6 to know the truth.

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After reading Isaiah 57:15 and another reading of Acts 19:15, it said there:

For this is what the high and exalted One
Who lives forever, whose name is Holy, says:
“I dwell in a high and holy place,
And also with the contrite and lowly of spirit
In order to revive the spirit of the lowly
And to revive the heart of the contrite
…”

But the evil spirit responded and said to them, “I recognize Jesus, and I know of Paul, but who are you?””

I realized that it is not the words that have spirituality, but the God who created the heaven and the earth, looking at you and me in the sky. Only when I am completely humbled from the bottom of my heart to believe in my Savior Jesus, who is brought out by His name Power will be with me to drive the evil one away from my heart.

Son, remember what the apostle Paul said in 1 Corinthians 2:9-16.

but just as it is written:

“THINGS WHICH EYE HAS NOT SEEN AND EAR HAS NOT HEARD,
AND WHICH HAVE NOT ENTERED THE HUMAN HEART,
ALL THAT GOD HAS PREPARED FOR THOSE WHO LOVE HIM.”

For to us God revealed them through the Spirit; for the Spirit searches all things, even the depths of God.
For who among people knows the thoughts of a person except the spirit of the person that is in him? So also the thoughts of God no one knows, except the Spirit of God.
Now we have not received the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, so that we may know the things freely given to us by God.
We also speak these things, not in words taught by human wisdom, but in those taught by the Spirit, combining spiritual thoughts with spiritual words.
But a natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him; and he cannot understand them, because they are spiritually discerned.
But the one who is spiritual discerns all things, yet he himself is discerned by no one. 
For who has known the mind of the Lord, that he will instruct Him? But we have the mind of Christ.

Son. If it wasn’t for the Holy Spirit reminding me that I could rely on the Lord to resist, how would I know that I could drive away the dark and negative thoughts in my heart by the name of the Lord Jesus? In my whole life, I only remember a preacher and his wife who said to me once. Such a small chance, for us human beings, is something that the human heart has never imagined. The words matched each other, and it was the Lord who had mercy on me and told me personally. That allowed your father to find a way to overcome sin in my heart, a workable way, and a way for sinners to be born again in the arms of the Son of God, the Savior Jesus. This is the grace of the Lord, and I have nothing to boast about.

I had wondered if “by the name of the Lord Jesus” was just the Lord’s mercy on me, it was individual. Praise the Lord! I later shared it with different brothers and sisters on two different occasions. One of the sisters later said to me that when she was sleeping, she often thought of her deceased mother and could not sleep. One night, she remembered what I had shared with her family, and by the name of the Lord, she commanded the thought to go away that made her miss her mother and made her often couldn’t fall asleep, it did not appear again.

Another brother in the Lord, I don’t know what troubles he has, but by chance, I shared with him my experience of driving away resentment by the name of the Lord Jesus. I even told him that sometimes I lost the battle in my dreams. After woke up, the Holy Spirit called me to knelt down and confessed to Him the sin of accepting resentment. After that, by the name of the Lord, those dark resentments could be driven away. Then one day, when the brother met me again, he gave me a very warm hug. I just felt that he might have experienced the power of “by the name of the Lord Jesus”. I hope he will not in the future, once again be bounded by sin. He can live well under the guidance of the Holy Spirit and live in the Lord.

The following sharing was told by the Lord to “speak boldly”, so I say it here.

Later, when I read 1 John 4:1-6, It said that:

Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world. 
By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God;
and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God; this is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming, and now it is already in the world.
You are from God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world.
They are from the world, therefore they speak as from the world, and the world listens to them.
We are from God. The one who knows God listens to us; the one who is not from God does not listen to us. By this we know the spirit of truth and the spirit of error.

I was very curious in my heart and wanted to know why my heart trembled every time because of the blood of the Lord Jesus and by the name of the Lord Jesus. So once, when I had some negative pride in my heart, and the thought of seeing others unpleasant appeared, I referred to the book of 1 John, the words recorded by God through the apostle John. I said in my heart, “By the name of my Lord Jesus, I command the spirit that has just been in my heart with those negative and proud thoughts to answer me, do you believe that the Lord Jesus is the Son of God, the Word became flesh, and came into the world?” Just when I said, “the Word became flesh”, that familiar trembling in my heart reappeared. I don’t know why but I didn’t know how to be afraid. So, in my heart, by the name of the Lord Jesus, I ordered the evil one to retreat far away. Then there was another shudder in my heart. The thought of being proud to look at others and disliking others disappeared; it is leaving no trace in my heart. Then after a few days, fear appeared in my consciousness. What was there in my mind? By the name of the Lord, drive it away!

In the following period, until today, I often say to myself, “Bad! Another trick!” or “That Evil One! Here come again?”. Then, I drive it away “By the Name of the Lord Jesus”, and those negative thoughts will disappear. I will be bound by resentment if I don’t want to give up those thoughts. After repenting, I have resisted the evil one in my heart over the past few years according to what Holy Spirit told me to do. With the precious blood of the Lord and the power of His name, my spiritual state was stabilized and I was no longer easily overthrown. Son, Isaiah 49:24-26, the words from the mouth of our God, the LORD, who made heaven and earth, are true! He has great power to deliver the captives, and I am one of them!

“Can the prey be taken from a mighty man,
Or the captives of a tyrant be rescued?”
Indeed, this is what the Lord says:
“Even the captives of the mighty man will be taken away,
And the prey of a tyrant will be rescued;
For I will contend with the one who contends with you,
And I will save your sons.
I will feed your oppressors with their own flesh,
And they will become drunk with their own blood as with sweet wine;
And humanity will know that I, the Lord, am your Savior
And your Redeemer, the Mighty One of Jacob.”

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My dear son and readers! In this testimony, I will tell you what happened to me and how to overcome sin by the name of the Son of God, the Lord Jesus. This is also the most important part of my promise to my Lord Jesus. This article is divided into three parts, each with a five-minute reading time. I pray that the Spirit of God will guide your heart so that you can see in your heart what I have experienced and understand what He wants you to understand His ways.

Ever since the Lord told me to forsake evil and choose good, He will then have glory. He also told me to take a narrow path. Even when I was helpless, my Lord told me His precious blood was sufficient for me. I believe that what the Lord Jesus said to me through the Holy Spirit is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path! But I still have a problem, even if I ask the blood of the Lord to cover me and not fall too easily to the evil one, I still have no discernment to completely resolve the temptation of sin. It is because I also agree that those thoughts are right. The resentment that comes from the knowledge of distinguishing between good and evil, and the resentment that others have done to me or laughed at me, will often reappear when I pray or read the Bible every day on my knees. In my mind, even if I ask the Lord’s precious blood to cover me, I am often drawn to it as long as I am voluntarily being fooled. My mouth is reading God’s words in the Bible, but my heart is lost in clouds and mists thousands of miles away. I don’t like that kind of me. I want to meet the God who loves me from reading the Bible, but the thought that often floats in my heart attracts my mind. So many times, when I finish reading the Bible, I can’t remember the scriptures I just read at all. My mind goes blank like my memory has been stolen. Then I will feel sad about why I don’t even have that little concentration. And I wonder why the Lord told me that His blood is sufficient for me, but I am still defeated and feel that it is not sufficient? So, I often ask the Lord to forgive me and have mercy on me! But one day, I remembered that a missionary couple once said, “By the name of the Lord Jesus, we can drive away the temptations to us from the evil one.” Then after a while, a message from the Holy Spirit appeared lightly and repeatedly in my heart and it took many days for me to listen carefully to it. The message was like this:

“You don’t necessarily have to be tempted passively by the evil one and then ask me to have mercy on you. You can rely on me to resist those temptations.”

But at that time, I didn’t know how to rely on the Lord to resist. Then the missionary’s words were connected in my heart with the thought that had appeared in my heart that I could resist. However, I cannot remember how long after being knocked down, the day when I have teased again. When I read the Bible, I didn’t want to be knocked down again, and more importantly; the Holy Spirit reminded me that I can resist. So, in my heart, I say to the various resentments and the evil thoughts that have arisen in my mind, “By the name of the Lord Jesus, I command the evil one to retreat far away, not allowing You to annoy me!” As I said this, I felt a commotion in my heart. Or rather to be precise, in the depths of my soul, because by the name of the Lord Jesus, I feel that from my soul, something is expelled and stripped away from there. After that thing was expelled, the scenes and resentments of being ridiculed or abandoned in my heart, together with the restlessness in my soul, disappeared like the tide suddenly ebbs—— no more —— not at all. It is also similar to a rubber balloon that had been inflated with an air pump, suddenly the air pump was removed, and the balloon deflated and returned to its original shape. To be further simply described, it is the same as a person who was drenched in cold water and gave a cold shock, no longer indulged in the dream, and woke up. Over the past few years, I had tried countless times. As long I did not want to be fooled by all kinds of negative images or emotions that appeared in my heart, whenever I commanded the evil one in my heart, by the name of the Lord Jesus, to go away. There was a commotion in my heart at first, and then I woke up like taking a cold shower, and those negative thoughts disappeared. But whenever I no longer had the heart to rely on the Lord Jesus, thinking that as long as it is like chanting a mantra, those negative thoughts could not be driven away from my heart. That sentence, “By the name of the Lord Jesus, command the evil one to retreat far away” seems like having a spiritual that understands what I have in my heart. Only when I trusted the Lord with all my heart, I could drive those negative thoughts away and drive them out of my heart. Moreover, I found that the most important battlefield is in my dreams. If it was in the dream, I remembered “by the name of the Lord” to drive away the evil one. I had really won the battle. Those negative and dark thoughts were dissipated. If I didn’t remember or didn’t want to seek help from the Lord’s name, I would be knocked down. Then, I had to ask the Lord to forgive me so that those evil thoughts can be dispelled. By this year, when I had a…

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奉主耶穌的名(中)- 一念悔改盼天家(四)

閲讀以賽亞書 57:15 節和另一次閱讀使徒行傳 19:15節之後,那裏記截:

「因為那至高至上、永遠長存 名為聖者的如此說: 我住在至高至聖的所在, 也與心靈痛悔謙卑的人同居; 要使謙卑人的靈甦醒, 也使痛悔人的心甦醒。」

「惡鬼回答他們說:”耶穌我認識,保羅我也知道。你們卻是誰呢?”」

我才明白不是那句說話有靈性,而是創造天地的神,在天上看著你和我,只有我是從心底裏全然謙卑的去信服倚靠我的救主耶穌,祂的名字所帶出來的能力,才會與我同在,可以將那惡者從我的心裏趕逐離開。

兒子,你要緊記使徒保羅在哥林多前書 2:9-16節所說的話

「如經上所記: 上帝為愛他的人所預備的 是眼睛未曾看見, 耳朵未曾聽見, 人心也未曾想到的。
只有上帝藉着聖靈向我們顯明了,因為聖靈參透萬事,就是上帝深奧的事也參透了。
除了在人裏頭的靈,誰知道人的事?像這樣,除了上帝的靈,也沒有人知道上帝的事。
我們所領受的,並不是世上的靈,乃是從上帝來的靈,叫我們能知道上帝開恩賜給我們的事。
並且我們講說這些事,不是用人智慧所指教的言語,乃是用聖靈所指教的言語,將屬靈的話解釋屬靈的事 。
然而,屬血氣的人不領會神聖靈的事,反倒以為愚拙,並且不能知道,因為這些事惟有屬靈的人才能看透。
屬靈的人能看透萬事,卻沒有一人能看透了他。
誰曾知道主的心去教導他呢?但我們是有基督的心了。」

若果不是聖靈提醒我,可以靠著主反抗,我又怎會知道我可以奉主耶穌的名,去趕走內心黑暗負面的意念呢?我一生人裏,只記起一對傳道人夫婦對我説過一次,這麼小的機會率,或者對我們人類來說,是人心未曾想到,只有儍子才會信的說話,卻與聖靈的說話互相契合,是主憐憫我,親自對我說,才讓爸爸找到勝過內心罪惡,一條行得通,而能夠讓罪人走向神的兒子救主耶穌懷抱的重生之路。這是主的恩典,我沒有可以誇口的。

我曾懷疑「奉主耶穌的名」,是否只是主對我的憐憫,是個別的。感謝神,後來有兩次不同的場合,和不同的弟兄姊妹分享。其中一個姊妹,後來對我説,她在睡覺的時候,常常想起她已離世的母親,以致不能入睡,但有一晚,她卻記起我和她們一家的分享,然後她奉主的名,趕走那份令她因憂傷思念母親,以致常常不能入睡的意念,便沒有再出現了。

另外一個主內的弟兄,我不知道他有甚麼煩惱,卻在一次偶然的機會底下,對他分享了我奉主耶穌的名,趕走內心怨恨的經歷,更對他說,有時候在夢中被打倒了,在睡醒後,聖靈叫我跪下來,向祂承認自己接受怨恨的罪,才能奉主的名,將那些黑暗的怨念趕走。後來有一天,那位弟兄與我再見面的時候,給予我一個很溫暖的擁抱,我只是感覺到他,可能也經歷了「奉主耶穌的名」的大能,但願他以後也不會再被罪惡捆綁,好好的活在聖靈的帶領,住在主裏面了。

以下的分享,是主叫我「放膽說的」,所以我才在這裏說出來。

之後,當我讀了約翰一書 4:1-6 節以後,那裏記截:

「親愛的弟兄啊,一切的靈,你們不可都信,總要試驗那些靈是出於上帝的不是,因為世上有許多假先知已經出來了。
凡靈認耶穌基督是成了肉身來的,就是出於上帝的;從此你們可以認出上帝的靈來。
凡靈不認耶穌,就不是出於上帝,這是那敵基督者的靈。
你們從前聽見他要來,現在已經在世上了。
小子們哪,你們是屬上帝的,並且勝了他們;因為那在你們裏面的,比那在世界上的更大。
他們是屬世界的,所以論世界的事,世人也聽從他們。
我們是屬上帝的,認識上帝的就聽從我們;不屬上帝的就不聽從我們。
從此我們可以認出真理的靈和謬妄的靈來。」

我心裏面十分好奇,好想知道我心裏面究竟為何會因為主耶穌的寶血,和奉主耶穌的名,而會每次都出現震慄的情況。所以有一次,當我心裏有一些負面驕傲,看別人不順眼的意念出現的時候,我為了引證約翰一書,神藉著使徒約翰所記載的話。我便在心裏面說:「我奉我救主耶穌的名,命令那剛剛在我心懷裏,發出那負面驕傲意念的靈回答我,你相信主耶穌是神的兒子,道成了肉身,來到世上嗎?」在我剛剛說「道成了肉身」的時候,那份不陌生的心靈震慄,便又再次出現。不知為甚麼,我竟然不懂得害怕,便在心裏面,奉主耶穌的名,命令那惡者遠遠的退去。然後又是一陣心靈震慄,那份驕傲看別人不順眼的意念,便消失了,不再留下半點痕跡在我心裏面。然後過了數天以後,我才意識裏出現恐懼,究竟在我心靈裏有甚麼存在?竟然可以奉主的名,趕走它!

以後的一段曰子,直到今天,我常常會對自己說的是,「弊!又中招!」,又或者說:「死嘢!又嚟?」,然後便「奉主耶穌的名」趕走它,那些負面的意念便會消失了,若然我不願意放棄那些意念,便會被怨恨捆綁。經過悔改以後,這幾年在心靈裏反抗那惡者的經歷,靠著主的寶血和祂名字的能力,我的心靈狀態才能穩定下來,不再容易被打倒。兒子,以賽亞書49:24-26節,我們的神,創造天地的耶和華親口所說的話,是真的,祂有大能力,解救被擄掠的,我便是其中一個!

「勇士搶去的豈能奪回? 該擄掠的豈能解救嗎?
但耶和華如此說: 就是勇士所擄掠的,也可以奪回; 強暴人所搶的,也可以解救。 與你相爭的,我必與他相爭; 我要拯救你的兒女。
並且我必使那欺壓你的吃自己的肉, 也要以自己的血喝醉,好像喝甜酒一樣。 凡有血氣的必都知道我-耶和華是你的救主, 是你的救贖主,是雅各的大能者。」

有一天…

奉主耶穌的名(下)- 一念悔改盼天家(四)

目錄

奉主耶穌的名(上)- 一念悔改盼天家(四)

奉主耶穌的名(下)- 一念悔改盼天家(四)

有一天,忽然想起那惡者,正如約翰一書5:19節所說,究竟是怎樣讓全世界都臥在它的手下呢?然後我想起一個弟兄的分享他妻子出軌之後,便似明非明的對自己說,若果那惡者在一個有婦之夫的心裏,放下與她太太的一個好朋友的出軌的聯想,同時在她太太的好朋友心裏,放下同樣的種子,然後常常在他們心裏浮現那想法,讓他們以為是自己的想法,那兩位,會否接受那想法而犯罪得罪自己的太太和好朋友呢?想到這裏,我從心底裏,生出一份無力和恐懼感。在那時候,聖靈那威嚴和充滿慈愛的說話臨到我説:「那剎身體不能剎靈魂的,不要怕它。」我的心才不再恐懼,安靜下來。兒子,當你將來長大,看到這裏的時候,你要記住,聖靈從來都不會無聊地亂對我們說話的。

之後,心裏面忽然之間有一個問題出現,那問題是這樣的,既然是那惡者引誘我,那麼我是無辜的,為何我要認罪悔改,才能奉主的名,趕走黑暗負面的思想呢?這問題一直存在我的心裏,直至有一日,主的說話籍著聖靈臨到我説:「你回去看看亞當夏娃第一次犯罪,便會知道的了。」因那時,我記起我那「我是無辜」的困惑,便知道主要為我解惑了。結果,我在看夏娃聽了那蛇的引誘,自己覺得是對自己好的,便不聽神的話,吃了那果子,更拿去給亞當吃,亞當也沒有反對,所以便齊齊聽那蛇的說話,不理會神的警告,吃了分辨善惡樹上的果子。到最後,神沒有只是懲罰那蛇,連亞當夏娃也受到懲罰。看到那裏,我便知道引誘人的蛇(魔鬼)有罪,聽了引誘而不聽神的話的亞當夏娃也有罪,並沒有無辜的,只有自願上釣接受引誘的人。

各位屬神的兒女,這雖然是不合這世上科學範疇的邏輯思維,但我們的主耶穌,不是曾經說過:「兩個人的見證是真的。」我是為主耶穌讓我所經歷的重生過程作見證,但我是因為相信那叫我放膽說的,也會在衆人心裏藉著聖靈為祂自己的名,作見證。

以賽亞書 42:16 記載:

「我要引瞎子行不認識的道, 領他們走不知道的路; 在他們面前使黑暗變為光明, 使彎曲變為平直。 這些事我都要行, 並不離棄他們。」

我特別在這裏,對那些常常被打倒的基督徒作見證,即使其他人都放棄了你,即使你自己也放棄了你自己,我奉我救主耶穌的名對你說,我們的主耶穌也不會放棄你,祂有大能力,能將被罪惡捆綁的人,從污泥中親自的拉出來,因為祂的名字,比那世上的靈更大,不要放棄你自己,更不要放棄禱告和祈求,求主用祂的寶血遮蓋你,奉主耶穌的名,趕走那常常纏繞你的惡念。你比起那些從來也不用求主醫治,便能夠做得很好的人(其實正如傳道書7:20節所說:「時常行善而不犯罪的義人,世上實在沒有。」),因為我們自己卑微,更容易信靠上帝,更容易接受神的大能,更容易先進上帝的國,更容易明白為甚麼主耶穌會對那些猶太人的宗教領袖所講的:「我實在告訴你們,稅吏和娼妓倒比你們先進上帝的國。 因為約翰遵着義路到你們這裏來,你們卻不信他;稅吏和娼妓倒信他。你們看見了,後來還是不懊悔去信他。」但是,那一份黑暗的引誘力,是會用你要自以為義或自我證明的慾望,作為養份,火上加油,更加頻密的出現的。世上沒有一個義人,比一個受害人,更加清楚這其中的原因。也正如‬創世記‬ ‭4‬:‭7‬‭和使徒行傳‬ ‭4‬:‭12記截:

「你若行得好,豈不蒙悅納?你若行得不好,罪就伏在門前。它必戀慕你,你卻要制伏它。」

「除他(主耶穌)以外,別無拯救;因為在天下人間,沒有賜下別的名,我們可以靠着得救。」
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所以,一定要全心全意悔改,只要你願意棄惡擇善,我們的主耶穌是會赦免你的罪,與你同行,幫你驅走心中的黑暗。因為以賽亞書55:7-9/11/13節曾記載:

「惡人當離棄自己的道路; 不義的人當除掉自己的意念。 歸向耶和華,耶和華就必憐恤他; 當歸向我們的上帝,因為上帝必廣行赦免。
耶和華說:我的意念非同你們的意念; 我的道路非同你們的道路。
天怎樣高過地, 照樣,我的道路高過你們的道路; 我的意念高過你們的意念。

我口所出的話也必如此, 決不徒然返回, 卻要成就我所喜悅的, 在我發他去成就的事上必然亨通。

松樹長出,代替荊棘; 番石榴長出,代替蒺藜。 這要為耶和華留名, 作為永遠的證據,不能剪除。」

我從心底裏感謝我的救主耶穌,若果不是祂不離不棄,活著的我,也是一個心裏充滿種種怨恨和驕傲的活死人,是主親自將我從那惡者的手裏拯救出來的。我要一生一世跟隨祂,讚美傳揚祂的救贖之恩。兒子,我將主耶穌在我身上所作這些事,說給你知道,你要牢記在心裏,好好思考,一代一代的傳下去,讚美神在爸爸身上所作奇妙的救恩。

最後,我用使徒彼得在使徒行傳 4:10-12,和使徒保羅在哥林多前書1:18-31節所說的話,用我自己的親身經歷作總結:

基督裏的子民都當知道,站在你們面前的我,得痊癒是因被釘十字架、上帝叫他從死裏復活的拿撒勒人耶穌基督的名。 祂是 我們匠人所棄的石頭, 已成了房角的頭塊石頭。 除祂以外,別無拯救;因為在天下人間,沒有賜下別的名,我們可以靠着得救。」

「因為十字架的道理,在那滅亡的人為愚拙;在我們得救的人,卻為上帝的大能。
就如經上所記: 我要滅絕智慧人的智慧, 廢棄聰明人的聰明。
智慧人在哪裏?文士在哪裏?這世上的辯士在哪裏?上帝豈不是叫這世上的智慧變成愚拙嗎?
世人憑自己的智慧,既不認識上帝,上帝就樂意用人所當作愚拙的道理拯救那些信的人;這就是上帝的智慧了。
猶太人是要神蹟,有些基督徒是求知識
我們卻是傳釘十字架的基督,在猶太人為絆腳石,在只追求知識的基督徒當中也視為愚拙;
但在那蒙召的,無論是猶太人、基督徒,基督總為上帝的能力,上帝的智慧。
因上帝的愚拙總比人智慧,上帝的軟弱總比人強壯。
弟兄們哪,可見你們蒙召的,按着肉體有智慧的不多,有能力的不多,有尊貴的也不多。
上帝卻揀選了世上愚拙的,叫有知識的羞愧;又揀選了世上軟弱的,叫那強壯的羞愧。
上帝也揀選了世上卑賤的,被人厭惡的,以及那無有的,為要廢掉那有的,
使一切有血氣的,在上帝面前一個也不能自誇。
但你們得在基督耶穌裏是本乎上帝,上帝又使他成為我們的智慧、公義、聖潔、救贖。
如經上所記:「誇口的,當指着主誇口。」」

創造天地萬物的三一真神,祂尊貴無可比的名字是「耶和華—萬軍之神」,不用我為祂多說甚麼,祂只叫我誠誠實實的述說,祂在我身上所作的事,便可以了。願一切的榮耀和頌讚,歸給愛我們的上帝,聖子主耶穌基督和聖靈,我們三一的真神!阿們!

弟兄們,若果你看完這篇見證後,從心裏湧出來一份「不可能!不相信!不服氣!」的三不意念,認為我是在貶低你們的知識,我在主面前,輕輕的慰問你一聲,你有沒有想過,自己可能已經「中招」,被那惡者弄瞎了心眼呢?若果你真的想知道真相,其實你可以奉主耶穌的名,命令那發出那三不意念的靈回答你,相不相信主耶穌是道成了肉身,你便會知道的了。但願住在你心中的聖靈,會讓你相信約翰一書4:1-6節的話,知道真相。

給爸爸的信(上)

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奉主耶穌的名(中)- 一念悔改盼天家(四)

奉主耶穌的名(上)- 一念悔改盼天家(四)

我的兒子和讀者們,在這篇見證裏,我會將發生在我身上,怎樣奉神的兒子,主耶穌的名,勝過罪惡的經歷,說給你們知道。這也是我向我的主耶穌,所許下的承諾,最重要的一部份,這篇文章大概要十五分鐘的閲讀時間,你們可以不看下去,若然你選擇看下去,我希望你可以看完整篇分成三部,每部五分鐘的分享,祈求聖靈保守你們的心,能夠在心裏看到我所經歷的一切,能夠明白祂要讓你明白的。

自從主對我說要棄惡擇善,祂便有榮耀以後,也叫我要走窄路,更在我無助的時候,說给我知道,祂的寶血是夠我用的,我便從心底裏,相信主耶穌籍著聖靈對我所說的話,是我腳前的燈,路上的光!但我仍然有一個問題,即使我求主的寶血遮蓋我,沒有太容易便上那惡者的當,卻仍然沒有辨法完全解決罪惡的引誘,因為自己也認同那些意念是對的。那份從分辨善惡的知識而來,厭惡別人對我所做的惡事或嬉笑的那一份怨恨,便會常常在我每天跪下來祈禱或讀聖經的時候,慢慢地又會浮現在我的腦海裏,即使我求主的寶血遮蓋我,只要我自願上釣,我也常常被吸引去了,口是在讀聖經中神的話,心卻去了千萬里以外的雲霧裏。我不喜歡那樣的我,我想從讀聖經裏與愛我的神相會,但那份常常浮現在心懷裏的意念,卻將我的心思吸引了去。所以很多時候,我在讀完聖經的時候,一點也記不起我剛剛所閱讀的經文,腦海裏一片空白,就像被偷走了記憶一樣。然後便會心裏面難過,為何自己連那小小的專注力也沒有,也會懷疑為何主對我說,祂的寶血夠我用,我卻仍然被打敗,感覺不夠用?所以我常常求主饒恕我,憐憫我!但有一天,我卻記起有一對傳道人夫婦曾經講:「我們是可以奉主耶穌的名,去趕走從那惡者而來的引誘。」然後,我心裏面從聖靈而來的一個意念,輕輕的,但卻是不斷地出現,那意念是這樣的:

「你不雖要常常被動的給那惡者引誘你,然後求我憐憫你,你是可以靠著我反抗的。」

那時候,卻不知道怎樣去靠著主反抗,然後那傳道人的説話,與那曾出現在我心中叫我可以反抗的意念,在心裏互相結連在一起。但是,我也記不起經過多久被打倒之後,那些被取笑的情景,再次在我讀聖經的時候,出現在腦海中的那一天,因為不想再被打倒了,更重要的是,因為聖靈提醒我,我可以反抗,所以我便在心裏面,嘗試對那些浮現在我腦海中的種種怨恨和引發出來的惡念說:「我奉主耶穌的名,命念那惡者遠遠的退去,不准你搞擾我!」在我這樣說的時候,我發覺心裏出現一陣騷動,或者正確的說,是在我的靈魂深處當中,因為奉主耶穌的名,好像要從我的靈魂裏,將一些東西驅逐剝離出來的一般,當那些東西被趕走以後,我心裏面浮現那些被嘲笑或者被遺棄的景象和怨念,連帶心靈裏的那份躁動,便像潮汐忽然退潮一般的消失了——沒有了——一點也沒有了。又像一個,一直被人用氣泵充氣的像皮氣球,忽然間那氣泵被人拿開,那氣球便洩氣,變回原本的樣子,不再有那膨脹以至於險些被撐爆的感覺了。再簡單一些的說,就像一個人,被冷水淋頭,打了一個冷震,便不再沉迷於夢境中,清醒過來了。在過去的幾年裏,我嘗試過無數次,只要我不願意被心中出現種種負面的景像或情緒所迷惑,每次當我在心裏,奉主耶穌的名,命令那惡者退去,我也會心靈裏首先有一份騷動,然後便像冷水淋頭一般的甦醒過來,那些負面的意念,便消失了。但每當我,不再有那倚靠主耶穌的心,以為只要好像念咒一般便可以的時候,那些負面的意念,卻不能趕逐離開我的心靈。那一句「奉主耶穌的名,命令那惡者遠遠退去」的說話,好像有靈性的一様,只有我全心全意倚靠主的時候,才可以將那些負面的意念趕走,驅逐離開我的心懷。而且,我發現最重要的戰場是在夢境裏,若然在夢裏,我會記起而「奉主的名」,趕走那惡者,我便真的打勝仗了,那些負面黑暗的意念便會消散。若是不記得或者不願意奉主的名,那麼便會被打倒,只好求主饒恕我,才能驅散那些惡念。到今年,當我有一次…

奉主耶穌的名(中)- 一念悔改盼天家(四)

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求主寶血遮蓋我 – 一念悔改盼天家(四)

The Precious Blood of Jesus is covering me – One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven (4)

The days of such struggles have been going on for a long time, and until now, they will still appear, but I have begun to perceive them more acutely than before, but it has also made me very exhausting in my heart. When I tried my best to resist, but I still knew the suffering and felt helpless, the Lord said to me through the small voice of the Holy Spirit:

“My blood is sufficient for you, for my strength is made perfect in weakness.”

At that time, I did not understand how the blood of the Lord Jesus helped me? Why is it enough for me? One day, when I knelt down to read the Bible, and those negative thoughts were rampant again, I remembered what the Lord said to me, and for some reason, I said helplessly to the Lord in my heart: “Lord, please cover my sins with Your precious blood!” At that moment, the feeling was as if someone poured cold water into a red-hot frying pan, the fiery and restless soul was quickly cooled down by the cold water at that moment. I can’t even remember the reason. Gradually, before I read the Bible every day, I would pray first, asking the Lord’s precious blood to cover my sins, and praying that when I read the Bible and pray, I would be free from the sinful thoughts in my heart from the source, all kinds of negative thoughts or self-righteous thoughts are drawn, so that my mind will not turns away from the Lord Jesus. Then I slowly discovered that every time I asked the Lord’s precious blood to cover my sins, there was an instant vibration in my heart, like cold water pouring down a hot frying pan. The moment I discovered it, I felt why it was the same every time, am I so bad? Do I accept sin every day? But the source of the irritability in my heart was quiet, and I saw a bright turning point!

Then, one day, when I read 1 John 5:5-8:

“Who is the one who overcomes the world, but the one who believes that Jesus is the Son of God? 
This is the One who came by water and blood, Jesus Christ; not with the water only, but with the water and with the blood. It is the Spirit who testifies, because the Spirit is the truth. 
For there are three that testify: 
the Spirit and the water and the blood; and the three are in agreement.

The words that the Holy Spirit said to me and the scene of my heart being shaken every day when I was covered by the precious blood of the Lord appeared in my heart, and I had mixed feelings. Whether or not I thought that the blood of the Lord mentioned in these verses of the Bible was only a one-time occurrence of the Lord? Jesus poured out on the cross, when we are in trouble, we do not even need to ask, the blood of Jesus have washed all believers from the sin of rebellion before, now and in the future? I start to have reservations on this statement. Then, one day, when I read Revelation 12:10-11, it says:

“Then I heard a loud voice in heaven, saying,
“Now the salvation, and the power, and the kingdom of our God and the authority of His Christ have come, for the accuser of our brothers and sisters has been thrown down, the one who accuses them before our God day and night.
And they overcame him because of the blood of the Lamb and because of the word of their testimony, and they did not love their life even when faced with death.” 

The spirit in my heart was moved, as if my eyes became clear, I saw that I was able to overcome the negative emotions in my heart came from nowhere because of the precious blood of the Lord and my testimony to witness that Jesus Christ is the Son of the Living God. I thank my Lord from the bottom of my heart, even if I am not perfect, but a Christian ruled by half the flesh and half the Holy Spirit, this has become my proof as a child of God, and I will be able to see the Lord’s face without fear after death. Good assurance, because the blood of the Lord, flowing in my heart and soul, is covering my self-seeking and self-righteous nature. In the last few years and in the future of my life, even if I stumble and fall, or I suddenly follow my fleshly desires and become hypocrites, as long as I kneel down to meet the Lord, He will let me see it in my heart, and I will ask him to forgive me and He will. The status of that honorable child of God is also a status that I do not deserve, because the precious blood of the Lord covers my uptight attitude and self-righteousness nature before His throne every day. I thank my Lord Jesus, who will come to find me in the vast sea of people, give His children the Holy Spirit, and cover all of His children with His precious blood! In this crooked world, glory to my Lord Jesus, until the end of the world, I will see His face again!

Brothers and sisters in the Lord, if one day you find that you have some negative or proud thoughts in your heart that you can’t accept that you have, or you often doze off and drop your eyelids when reading God’s words, or often cannot concentrate on reading the Bible and being attracted by the distracting thoughts that appeared in your mind. You must know the Lord Jesus is alive. If not, how can He remind me when I curse others? Nor will He remind me when I am at a loss that His precious blood is enough for me? If the Holy Spirit reminds you of my testimony when you are cornered, if you believe that the precious blood of the Son of God can help you, may you also experience the blood of the Lord covering you and covering the self-righteous-sinful source. May the Lord who protecting me from being destroyed by stumbling of my flesh will also keep your heart and mind until the day we meet Him again!

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The Lord’s Anointing is in My Heart – One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven(4)

My son, 1 John 2:27 records:

“And as for you, the anointing which you received from Him remains in you, and you have no need for anyone to teach you; but as His anointing teaches you about all things, and is true and is not a lie, and just as it has taught you, you remain in Him.”

This is very believable! After I repented, God, through the Holy Spirit, helped me to be reborn, to find the experience of overcoming sin, and write it down briefly in this article. You shall remember and praise the God who created the heaven and earth and all things, and spread it from generation to generation. Trust in Him, and believe in all that He has to say to you. Also, some friends have asked me why I shared with other people about my personal experience of salvation, why you always say that the Holy Spirit speaks to you, do you know that not every Christian also hears the Holy Spirit speak to them. Doing this will cause anxiety and panic, make many Christians doubt themselves, and make them have no confidence to go on. What is your purpose in doing this? I will give those friends my reply after I have told my rebirth experience.

This rebirth experience will be divided into four small chapters, the first chapter is called “The Lord’s Anointing in My Heart”, the second chapter is called “The Precious Blood of Jesus is covering me”, and the third chapter is called “By The Name of my Lord Jesus”, and the fourth chapter is called “All are children of God”.

My two most important repentances in my life and the testimony of being forgiven by God are recorded in “One Thought Repent Longing To Heave (2) “, followed by “Do I have to seek your advice first?“, those two experiences let me personally experience the truth of confession, repentance and salvation. It also made me kneel before God with sincerity to pray and read the Bible every day. I just read the Bible every day without studying them. What I wanted most at that time was to read what God left for us through the Holy Spirit. I want to know what kind of creator God, who loves me and forgives my sins, is. Sometimes, I will see the scenes told in the Bible in my heart, like a bystander watching everything go by, sometimes I will feel happy because of the presence of God, and sometimes I will cry when I feel sad , sometimes afraid of the scriptures I read. Sometimes I asked God because I didn’t understand the Scriptures I were reading. God will respond to me in various ways through the Holy Spirit who dwells in me. And the Holy Spirit’s response to me in person was really the lamp before my feet and the light on the road. When I didn’t know how to face some difficulties, it also illuminated my heart and let me know how to face it.

After repenting, one Sunday, when I was worshiping, I remembered that I had been a Christian for 30 years, and I had not been sharing the Gospel with others well. I felt sorry for the Lord in my heart. But a majestic voice appeared in my heart, telling me to focus on worshipping Him, so I stopped tangling with the guilt and focused on singing and worshipping God. When I sing a hymn, the content is to worship God with heart and sincerity, and let the true God who created the heavens, the earth and all things be glorified. Then the voice of the Holy Spirit in my heart reappeared, saying, “If you resist the thoughts of the evil one in your heart, I will be glorified.” I will not know that God will be glorified by resisting all kinds of thoughts from the evil in my heart. But if God’s Spirit does not move the world, how can we know that what we think, say, and do is not pleasing to Him?

After that, I was driving a car once, on the highway, in the traffic lane beside me, and suddenly a car drove past me at super high speed, and then I thought to myself, “Why is the driver driving so fast? to reincarnate?” At that moment, a tiny voice appeared in my heart:

“for you know that even you have cursed others many times as well.”

It was Ecclesiastes 7:22, and I could only smile bitterly, thinking to myself, “Lord, there are so many verses in the Bible, why do you use this verse?” After that, I didn’t dare to curse others drove fast to get reincarnated, afraid that the Holy Spirit would say what kind of words to me.

Another time, when I read 1 Timothy 5:13-14:

“At the same time they also learn to be idle, as they go around from house to house; and not merely idle, but also they become gossips and busybodies, talking about things not proper to mention.
Therefore, I want younger widows to get married, have children, manage their households, and give the enemy no opportunity for reproach;”

I thought to myself, I am not a young widow, and this verse should have nothing to do with me, and then a small voice sounded in my heart:

“The church is my bride, and if the bride does not listen to the bridegroom, treat the bridegroom as dead, she is a widow. “

I thought about it at that time, and felt that what the Holy Spirit said to me was right, and I remembered in my heart, don’t gossip, don’t be nosy, and say things that shouldn’t be said. My son, God is always able to say things through the Holy Spirit that strike me as unbelievable. But after I am willing to believe in Him and accept it with sincerity, I will feel that everything is logical and in line with the records in the Bible. The words of the omnipotent, righteous and loving God, who created the heavens and the earth and all things, make me fear Him.

Although the words from the Holy Spirit could not make the dark and negative thoughts in my heart disappear completely, they would still emerge, but I felt that I had begun to have the right to choose. Later, when I read Isaiah 7:14-15 one day, it says:

“Therefore the Lord Himself will give you a sign: Behold, the virgin will conceive and give birth to a son, and she will name Him Immanuel. 
He will eat curds and honey at the time He knows enough to refuse evil and choose good.
For before the boy knows enough to refuse evil and choose good,…”

Suddenly, I realized that our Lord Jesus, who came to earth, was trapped in the flesh just like our worldly dispositions. He had to learn to refuse evil and choose good, didn’t listen to the evil desires that come from the flesh in His human body. Just because He is not self-righteous, has not sinned, and violated the will of the Heavenly Father, so He can become a turning point in our world and overcome negative thoughts. Son, we are different in the world. Among us, it is because of love, not because we think we are good people. It is also because of confession and repentance, forgiveness by the Creator, and personal experience of the love from the Lord Jesus who gave up His life and never left, so we must choose. Although I have the right to choose, I am troubled by the constant choice every day. “Don’t I live in the Lord? Will I no longer be condemned? I have been reborn, so why are there still dark, deceitful and negative thoughts in my heart? Is this just an illusion? Will I return to my original shape and be bound by sin again?” Doubt often arises in my mind. One day, that small but majestic voice reappeared in my heart, saying:

“Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and many enter in;”

Since God said this to me through the Holy Spirit, I believe in Him, and I do it every day. I learn not to follow the negative thoughts in my heart, and I don’t care why my heart is so bad. I just resist those thought which I don’t know where they come from day after day. Sometimes I won the battle, sometimes I was defeated. When the Lord opened my heart and let me know that I had sinned against Him, I asked the Lord to forgive and had mercy on me. I wondered when the days of such struggles would end? Later, after I read James 4:7 and 1 Peter 5:8-10:

“Submit therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you.”

“Be of sober spirit, be on the alert. Your adversary, the devil, prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. 
So resist him, firm in your faith, knowing that the same experiences of suffering are being accomplished by your brothers and sisters who are in the world. 
After you have suffered for a little while, the God of all grace, who called you to His eternal glory in Christ, will Himself perfect, confirm, strengthen, and establish you.”

When my own doubts often appear in my heart, I know that the Holy Spirit is responding and encouraging me. Since God has promised to resist the negative evil thoughts of the devil (refuse evil and choose good), the devil will leave us. Since all the brothers in the world have also experienced such hardships, some people may find it easy to refuse, while others may find it a little more difficult, so what? Most importantly, these afflictions are temporary, and what God, by the Holy Spirit, spoke to the apostles James and Paul, is very precious, because one day those temptations and afflictions that arise in the soul will be due to the word of God He who promises and leaves me, this is the light on my way.

The Precious Blood of Jesus is covering me – One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven (4)

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