Table Of Contents

Descriptive power from the Holy Spirit – A Moment of Eternal Light (I) – Part 3 of 3 (May 1, 2024)

Doubts from the Bible – A Moment of Eternal Light (I) – Part 3 of 3 (April 15, 2024)

Tour Group in Heaven (Feb 25, 2024)

Postscript – A Moment of Eternal Light (I)-Part 2 of 3 (Feb 8, 2024)

A Moment of Eternal Light (I) – Part 2 of 3 (Jan 31, 2024)

A Moment of Eternal Light (I) – Part 1 of 3 (Dec 26, 2023)

Postscript – Assurance From Heaven – “I AM” (Dec 3, 2023)

Assurance From Heave – “I AM” (Sept 29, 2023)

A Letter to My Dad (Part 3 of 3) (Jan 24, 2023)

A Letter to My Dad (Part 2 of 3) (Jan 8, 2023)

A Letter to My Dad (Part 1 of 3) (Jan 8, 2023)

One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven (4) – By the Name of the Lord Jesus (Part 3 Of 3) (Nov 7, 2022)

One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven (4) – By the Name of the Lord Jesus (Part 2 Of 3) (Oct 31, 2022)

One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven (4) – By The Name of the Lord Jesus (Part 1 Of 3) (Oct 28, 2022)

One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven (4) – The Precious Blood of Jesus is covering me (Sep 11, 2022)

One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven(4) – The Lord’s Anointing is in My Heart (Sep 11, 2022)

What is LOVE? (2 of 2) (Jun 18, 2022)

What is LOVE? (1 of 2) (Jun 18, 2022)

One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven (3) (Mar 28, 2023)

One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven (2) (Mar 28, 2022)

One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven (1) (Mar 28, 2022)

One Thought Sinking into Hell (Part 2 of 2) (Mar 28, 2022)

One Thought Sinking into Hell (Part 1 of 2) (Mar 27, 2022)

Struck down, but not destroyed (Part 4 of 4) (May 19, 2021)

Struck down, but not destroyed (Part 3 of 4) (May 13, 2021)

Struck down, but not destroyed (Part 2 of 4) (May 19, 2021)

Struck down, but not destroyed (Part 1 of 4) (May 5, 2021)

Preface – Internal Visualization of Testimony, the Calling from Holy Spirit? (Mar 19, 2021)

Do I have to seek your advice first? (Feb 6, 2021)

目錄

從聖靈而來的形容能力 — 剎那間的永恆光照(上)— 三 (4/11/2024)

從聖經中而來的疑惑 — 剎那間的永恆光照(上)— 三 (4/11/2024)

天國旅行團 (2/24/2024)

後記 – 剎那間的永恆光照(上) – (二)(2/6/2024)

剎那間的永恆光照(上)-(二) (1/26/2024)

剎那間的永恆光照(上)-(一) (12/23/2023)

後記 – 從天上而來的確據-「是我」(11/14/2023)

從天上而來的確據 -「是我」 (9/28/2023)

給爸爸的信 (下) (12/24/2022)

給爸爸的信 (中) (12/24/2022)

給爸爸的信 (上) (12/24/2022)

奉主耶穌的名(下)- 一念悔改盼天家(四)(10/26/2022)

奉主耶穌的名(中)- 一念悔改盼天家(四)(10/26/2022)

奉主耶穌的名(上)- 一念悔改盼天家(四)(10/26/2022)

求主寶血遮蓋我 – 一念悔改盼天家(四)(9/11/2022)

主的恩膏在心裏 – 一念悔改盼天家(四)(9/11/2022)

愛是甚麼?(下) (6/15/2022)

愛是甚麼?(上) (6/15/2022)

一念悔改盼天家(三) (3/21/2022)

一念悔改盼天家(二) (3/6/2022)

一念悔改盼天家(一) (2/24/2022)

一念沉淪落地獄(下) (2/24/2022)

一念沉淪落地獄(上) (2/24/2022)

打倒了,卻不致死亡 (下) (5/5/2021)

打倒了,卻不致死亡 (上) (5/5/2021)

序-從聖靈而來的呼喚,心靈裏的見證視像化? (2/10/2021)

「我需唔需要問過你?」 (1/25/2021)

Struck down, but not destroyed (Part 1 of 4)

My son, this and the future letters are written for you. You may not fully understand what these letters are mention while you are reading them in the future. As Deuteronomy 29:29 said: “Secret things belong to the Lord our God;”, I can only ask the Holy Spirit to guide you and understand what He wants you to understand. Even understand and experience more than I can write down to you and be more thorough to allow you to return to the Lord every day in your life. You can treat this as the most precious thing that I, as your father, will leave for you in my life. They recorded how the Lord Jesus had mercy on me more than 20 years ago, through the Holy Spirit, I heard His voice, promises, encouragement, and guiding me gradually in returning to His embrace. They also recorded how the Holy Spirit made Dad understand what sin is. Why did only the Lord Jesus come to the world himself and died on the cross for our sins, covering the source of our sinful nature as humans with His blood? Moreover, we need the guidance of the Holy Spirit in our hearts so that we can respond to the Highest God who loves us, we will then be able to give up on our selfishness and be saved! You might think, why did my dad put his most precious experience on the Internet for others to watch, even though his son has not had a chance to see it first? Son, don’t forget, my most precious experience and lessons, I often shared with you in my life. Those are basically what Dad received from the Holy Spirit. It was originally not mine, but the Most High God had mercy on me. So, I have to know and walk the narrow road into the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, if God allows me to say that those didn’t belong to me, I will testify to others that our God is alive. If I do not testify that our God is living among us, I would be like the record in Luke 19:12-27, when the servant received ten minus from the master, but would not do business to earn more. Instead, the servant collected and buried them, wrapped them in a handkerchief, and kept them until the master comes back and is punished. So I can’t just tell you that God is alive and living among us. If other people can know from what I shared, know how much God, who created the world, loves us as sinners and is willing to lay down ourselves to Him, confess our sins and repent, then I will not be punished when I see the Lord Jesus again. And I am always with you, my son, don’t you often hear all the things God has done to me? So, if the Holy Spirit allows me to speak of His love and truth, let others also listen to it.

I will divide the experience of how I met the Most High God into several articles, each with a small fragment of life, to tell you. There are some fragments of life that Dad once told you. But the most important lessons that I learned, because you were still young at that time, so you still could not understand. I will write down the most important things that Dad has learned after every fragment of life. You have to keep it in mind and don’t forget. My son, you often say to me: “Dad, I have heard it, I already know, I already understand, you don’t have to repeat it to me!” Do you know why I often repeat it? It’s because it does not matter what you know, it does not help of what you understand, are you willing to keep it firmly in your heart because of what you know and understand, and be with God? And if you think you know something, you still don’t know what you should know. I don’t want you to think that the Scriptures in the Bible will bother you, so Dad won’t write down all that I have learned from God’s Words in the Bible. If you remember what Dad said, you will read the Bible and pray throughout your life. Then, in the days, the Holy Spirit living in our hearts will remind you of what Dad said to you, all the things He wants to say to you in your heart. But if it’s important, I’ll mention that it can be found in which chapter of the Scriptures. Just as 1 John 2:27, you must keep it in your heart and think day and night. Don’t forget. May the Holy Spirit guard your heart until you meet him again. Amen!

And as for you, the anointing which you received from Him remains in you, and you have no need for anyone to teach you; but as His anointing teaches you about all things, and is true and is not a lie, and just as it has taught you, you remain in Him.”

The first time I heard the Holy Spirit spoken to me
At that time, I had just accepted the Lord Jesus as my personal savior, so I read the Bible and prayed as the pastor said. One day, I fell asleep while praying. I woke up after a few minutes. Then I felt very bad. When I spoke to the God who created the heavens and the earth, I fell asleep. I didn’t know why and I wanted to say sorry to God. So I bowed my head and prayed to God and said, “God, I’m sorry, I fell asleep while talking to you. Please forgive me. If you want to rebuke me, please tell me! I am here to listen.” Then I waited quietly in my heart. Suddenly a voice appeared in my heart. I didn’t know where it came from. The voice said to me, “Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved, you and your household.” At that time, in my heart I was surprised. I asked a question to myself from the bottom of my heart, “Can God really speak to us?” I wanted to try again, lest I was daydreaming, so I lowered my head and prayed again, “God, if you really speak to me, will it be ok to say it again please?” Waiting quietly in my heart, suddenly the voice appeared again and said to me, “Don’t be afraid, just believe.” From then on, I could not forget that voice in my life. The voice of the Holy Spirit is full of majesty. I don’t know where it is coming from or where it is going. Although it appeared only lightly many times, it was powerful and full of love. Even if it was a reproach, it was not the same as what the world would be judged by disgust. In it, I only know by now that it is a kind of reproach of love in judgment. In my past experience, most of God’s reproach to me was not just that God used an audible voice to directly say to me or a message appeared in my heart. In many cases, things that happened in the past would appear in my mind. Dad was acting as a spectator to re-sees what I said, thought or did at the scene. So that Dad understood at that moment of what I did and my real motive, to the point that I had no excuse, I would have to ask the Lord to forgive me. Son, you must understand and accept this. This is only the work of the Holy Spirit and Him alone! It is not something that can be changed by self-reflection. If I only know self-reflection and I don’t ask for the Holy Spirit’s enlightenment and forgiveness. Then, I will be best describe of what a friend said to me, I will be similar to a cat constantly chasing its short tail, and I will never catch my tail for my lifetime! John 16:7-13 also has the same record:

“But I (Jesus) tell you the truth: it is to your advantage that I am leaving; for if I do not leave, the Helper (Holy Spirit) will not come to you; but if I go, I will send Him to you.
And He, when He comes, will convict the world regarding sin, and righteousness, and judgement:
regarding sin, because they do not believe in Me;
and regarding righteousness, because I am going to the Father and you no longer are going to see Me;
and regarding judgment, because the ruler of this world has been judged.
I have many more things to say to you, but you cannot bear them at the present time.
But when He, the Spirit of truth, comes, He will guide you into the truth; for He will not speak on His own, but whatever He hears, He will speak; and He will disclose to you what is to come.”

Son, I will divide this letter into four parts, so that you can read it slowly and think carefully. I hope that the Holy Spirit who can keep you in His path will bring you back flawlessly through out your life to the Throne of Grace and Justices of the Lord Jesus who loves us, so that you will receive mercy and grace until the day you see our Lord again. Amen!

Descriptive power from the Holy Spirit – A Moment of Eternal Light (I) – Part 3 of 3

Among the gifts given to us humans by the Holy Spirit, the Lord taught me that some are hidden. Hidden means that these powers have been recorded in the Bible and have appeared in servants of God or people who have been healed by the Lord (those who are inspired do not necessarily need to be knowledgeable or smart). Or the authors of the Bible speak out due to the presence of the Holy Spirit, and the audience is pierced to the heart after hearing it, leaving them speechless, and making some listeners confess their sins and repent. Although there is no obvious explanation that it is God’s grace and power, the ability that makes some people repent can only come from God, not from humans. As recorded in 2 Corinthians 10:4-5 and Hebrews 4:12:

“For the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but divinely powerful for the destruction of fortresses. We are destroying arguments and all arrogance raised against the knowledge of God, and we are taking every thought captive to the obedience of Christ,

“For the word of God is living and active, and sharper than any two-edged sword, even penetrating as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart.

For example, Peter was a fisherman filled with the Holy Spirit on Pentecost. The words he preached made the Jewish people feel pierced to the heart and made them confess their sins and repent. According to Acts 2:41, when Peter preached after being filled with the Holy Spirit, about three thousand people repented and believed in the Lord. Peter was a fisherman. Do you think he could convert three thousand people in his audience?

Another example is the man who was born blind from the Book of John’s Chapter 9. He had never seen and had no education opportunity in his life. In the real society, he was only the lowest class of people. However, God chose him to be the speaker for His own Son and to show God’s power in front of people. Just because the man who was born blind received the grace of the Lord, even under the pressure of the religious leaders at that time, he who was healed by the Lord still spoke the words from the bottom of his heart that came from God: “I was blind, but now I can see.” According to John 9:3, the words of the blind man were based on the Heavenly Father’s plan to show the deeds of God in him. Although there is no record in the Bible, anyone including his parent at that time was brave enough to openly support the blind man. That man was still grateful for the Lord’s grace and testified without hesitation, saying the following words, so that the Lord Jesus, the Son of God, was glorified and praised!

“I told you already and you did not listen; why do you want to hear it again? You do not want to become His disciples too, do you?

Well, here is the amazing thing, that you do not know where He (Jesus) is from, and yet He opened my eyes!

If this man were not from God, He could do nothing.

I believe, Lord. And he worshiped Him (Jesus). 

Those who received these words inspired by the Holy Spirit due to the healing of the Lord Jesus, and the influences on other people’s hearts, were like a two-edged sword, cutting through the self-righteous self-defense of the soul, making people feel guilty. The power of righteousness and judgment, self-condemnation, and speechlessness comes from the Spirit of God and is not obtained by those who preach it through their own efforts and research. Therefore, the blind man would willingly bow down to the Lord Jesus. Peter would thank the Lord for denying Him three times and still accepting him. As a result, Peter spent his whole life to bear witness for the Lord.

One of the gifts from the Holy Spirit is “description—the power of description that comes from the Holy Spirit.” It was only a few years after the Lord reviewed me that I was slowly able to understand what the descriptive power that comes from the Holy Spirit is like. This is different from our worldly ability to describe. People’s ability to describe can be a kind of insight and expression ability for things that happen to them but are not easy to say it clearly. For example, when a person eats too much shaved ice, he feels a rush of ice. The cold air flowed behind his back, along the back and tail keel, and rushed to the back of his head. The back of his head was numb due to the cold air, and his mind went blank. This is a kind of descriptive expression ability that people in the world may have. The descriptive power that comes from the Holy Spirit, although it is also spoken from human mouths, controls the appeal of those words to the readers after hearing or reading, as if they are seeing everything again in their hearts, or the ability to resurface thoughts that are usually hidden in people’s hearts, or the ability to leave people speechless, comes from the Holy Spirit. But our eyes only see the person speaking in front of us, and we misunderstand the person speaking in front of us, which makes us feel uncomfortable. As recorded in John 16:8,

And He (Holy Spirit), when He comes, will convict the world regarding sin, and righteousness, and judgment.

Since what we are talking about is the world, is it only judged the world who do not believe in the Lord? Isn’t it also judged the world who believe in the Lord? This is why the Lord asked me to speak out about the importance of the hidden way of speaking recorded in A Moment of Eternal Light – Part 2 of 3. It is not easy for all of us in the world to understand that when we feel pierced in our heart and uncomfortable, it is not always because of the other people who blame us, but it is also possible that the Holy Spirit of the Most High God who speaks to us in hidden ways in our hearts. However, not every word that people say that makes us uncomfortable comes from God. Only when the hidden thoughts in the heart are revealed and so can there be a chance that they come from the Holy Spirit. So we have to ask the Lord to give us the ability to discern.

The most important thing is that those who fear God and follow Jesus from their heart. We are just a messenger and a follower of Christ. Because of this mentality; and also because our God does not like to share His glory with the world. The descriptive power that comes from God can be recognized by the Holy Spirit and touch the hearts of those who listen or read these words.

But even so, if the one who preaches is complaining in his heart, like Jonah, the peace he deserves will be gone because man’s anger does not accomplish God’s righteousness. Most importantly, the Holy Spirit’s power to the audience, who should have only been gently rebuked in their hearts and led to repentance. A condemnation may be added that does not come from God but comes from the soul being infected by selfish desires. This makes the audience unable to accept the condemnation and walk away from the Gospel. It is like sprinkling salt to the wound. The pain makes people avoid and shrink away, and reduces the chance of asking the Lord for forgiveness. As Proverbs 12:18 says: “There is one who speaks rashly like the thrusts of a sword, but the tongue of the wise brings healing.” Moreover, the Lord also wants the author to be fair here. The author myself had been self-righteous, so why should I sprinkle salt on other people’s wounds and reduce their chances of confessing and repenting? This is also displeasing to the Lord, as recorded in Proverbs 24:17-18 and Matthew 5:44.

Finally, if readers ask the author, does preaching the gospel require knowledge? Of course, it’s good. At the very least, the blind man can know what kind of God he believes by listening to others around him daily. If we have no knowledge, can we preach the gospel? The author has the affirmation from the Holy Spirit in his heart that we can preach the gospel in good times and bad times. As Ecclesiastes 11:4, “One who watches the wind will not sow and one who looks at the clouds will not harvest.” But the author hopes even more that the Lord will be with me and pass on His grace to those who are willing to listen. Just like a fisherman and a born blind man, let the descriptive power from the Holy Spirit inform the world. Knowing that my Lord Jesus is alive, let the Spirit of the Lord break through all obstacles and unable to deny that the Lord Jesus is the Son of the living God and my Savior! So what if I don’t have knowledge? As long as the God I fear is wiser than anyone else in the world, that is all I need. But my son and readers, please remember that we must learn to return to the Lord every day, read God’s words, and let His words wash our hearts every day. So what if I become spiritual? So what if I know everything? A branch can do nothing even if it is separated from the vine! Only when people are willing to follow God humbly, His power will be with them. This is what I admire the most about my God. His wisdom allows wise people to reveal their foolishness through knowledge, allows fools to gain wisdom through obedience. The glorious name of my living God is “The Lord of hosts”!

To Be Continued…

Table Of Contents

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Doubts from the Bible – A Moment of Eternal Light (I) – Part 3 of 3

  1. Introduction
    1. Introduction (1) – Doubts from the Bible
    2. Introduction (2) – Descriptive Power from the Holy Spirit
    3. The Reasons for testing it comes from God
      1. An Experience of Being Fooled
      2. Reflection – Everything in the dream is positive, it is the Lord who judges me
      3. The Evil One – the old evil monster in the sky who holds the dark power of death
      4. Romans 7:21 — Where there is light, there is also evil
      5. An unacceptable revelation to me
      6. A Confusion and a Reply from the Lord
      7. Who is in charge of the final touch in the cycle of spiritual disciplines?
    4. The Testing Methods if it comes from God
      1. 1 John 4:1-6 — Discernment of spirits — By the name of the Lord Jesus
      2. Tears moved by the glory of God
      3. Job 33:15-18 — Soul’s Response to Temptation in Dreams
      4. 1 John 1:8-10 — Lord, I was wrong, please forgive me!
      5. Philippians 2:10 — Willing to kneel before the Lord every day?
      6. John 21:15 — Do you love me more than your logical thinking?
      7. The benefits of reading a testimony before the throne of the Lord
      8. Romans 8:16 — The Holy Spirit bearing witness in our heart
      9. My Inner Cycle of Brothers and Sisters in Christ
      10. 1 Corinthians 4:7—So what if it’s all done? Gratitude or self-confidence?
  2. Doubts from the Bible

Introduction

When the Holy Spirit inspired me to write this series of “A Moment of Eternal Light”, the author once said to the Lord with great worry: “Lord, You asked me to speak to such a great extent, but I’m worried that I won’t be able to finish it!” But one day, the Lord’s words came to me, and they whispered in my heart: “I will help you, don’t be afraid.” I was worried that I heard wrongly, so I ordered the spirit who said he would help me by the name of the Lord to answer me, “Do you believe that the Lord Jesus has become flesh?” As a result, the Lord replied to me: “I AM.” The author’s God is honest and trustworthy. If He said He would help me, He would definitely help me complete what He wanted me to share in His own name. As Zechariah 4:6 says:

“…This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel, saying, ‘Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,”

I hope readers can see the Spirit of God and accomplish what the Lord has asked the author to share. The author is a person with no eloquence and mediocre logical thinking and analytical skills. I am even more capable of saying inappropriate words when inappropriate. Such a person should not have any readers who would misunderstand that the author relies on his own knowledge and ability to write my testimony. And to be honest, I just don’t want others to see me and not see the work and teachings of the true God who created heaven and earth in me!

In this article, I will record how the Lord led me through the reasons for testing my spirit and what are the testing methods to see if it comes from God. This article will be divided into several short chapters, each of which is limited to less than or equal to eight minutes of reading time. If the Lord is willing, when the author completes each short article, he will update the web link here so that readers can go to the short article they want to read at will.

Introduction (1) – Doubts from the Bible

Introduction (2) – Descriptive Power from the Holy Spirit

The Reasons for testing it comes from God

An Experience of Being Fooled

Reflection – Everything in the dream is positive, it is the Lord who judges me

The Evil One – the old evil monster in the sky who holds the dark power of death

Romans 7:21 — Where there is light, there is also evil

An unacceptable revelation to me

A Confusion and a Reply from the Lord

Who is in charge of the final touch in the cycle of spiritual disciplines?

The Testing Methods if it comes from God

1 John 4:1-6 — Discernment of spirits — By the name of the Lord Jesus

Tears moved by the glory of God

Job 33:15-18 — Soul’s Response to Temptation in Dreams

1 John 1:8-10 — Lord, I was wrong, please forgive me!

Philippians 2:10 — Willing to kneel before the Lord every day?

John 21:15 — Do you love me more than your logical thinking?

The benefits of reading a testimony before the throne of the Lord

Romans 8:16 — The Holy Spirit bearing witness in our heart

My Inner Cycle of Brothers and Sisters in Christ

1 Corinthians 4:7—So what if it’s all done? Gratitude or self-confidence?

Doubts from the Bible

It is recorded in the Bible that there are some people who are chosen by God and sent to fulfill His will, but in their life or at the end, they stray from God’s will. This makes me very confused. For example, King Solomon, God gave him wisdom that no one had ever done before, and no one would come after him. When Solomon built a temple for God and offered sacrifices to God, he said if Israel’s people sinned against God but were willing to repent and confess their sins, they would ask God to forgive them. God also accepted Solomon’s prayer by His mouth. King Solomon also lived in happiness and honor throughout his life because God’s wisdom was with him. But later, when Solomon was old, an emperor who had wisdom from God in his life led God’s people to worship foreign false gods. Even when God personally pronounced Solomon’s sins, he still refused to plead guilty, as if he knew that his sins were heinous. Solomon relied on his own wisdom from God and did not believe in God’s promises. The promise of as long as he was willing to repent, God would forgive him. Solomon could only make plans for himself and wanted to kill the person chosen by God. Protect his rights. Another example is Jehu in the Old Testament, who was chosen by God to be the king of Israel and ordered him to cut off King Ahab’s family and Jezebel because they allowed the Israelites to worship false gods, disobeyed God’s commands, and killed Naboth. take away his vineyard. But after Jehu completed the task assigned by God, it was recorded in Hosea 1:4:

And the Lord said to him, “Name him Jezreel; for in just a little while I will punish the house of Jehu for the bloodshed of Jezreel, and I will put an end to the kingdom of the house of Israel.”

What puzzles me the most is the man of God recorded in 1 Kings 13:1-32. God sent him to speak to Jeroboam, and He also told him not to eat or drink in that place, but I don’t understand why God allowed the old prophet to deceive the man of God, so that God because of his disobedience, he ate and drank water with the old prophet, God punished him and ordered a lion to kill him? Moreover, the true God who created heaven and earth seems to have known that the man of God would be like this early on, so he warned the man of God in advance. However, the man of God eventually died of his own decision and did not faithfully adhere to the words that Jehovah said to him. Is this, as Deuteronomy 13:3 says, God wants to test His servants to see if they will obey His words with all their heart and soul? Therefore, every sentence and word that God speaks to each of us as the servants who serve Him is related to our lives as servants. We cannot take it upon ourselves to claim to be working for the Lord but do so arbitrarily.

“you shall not listen to the words of that prophet or dreamer of dreams; for the Lord your God is testing you to find out whether you love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul.

There are also some records in the Bible. Some people who faithfully follow God suddenly seem to be possessed by evil and do or say things that should not be done or said as God’s servants. For example, the Great King David, a servant who is said to follow God’s heart. God also blessed King David greatly, but once, actually seemed to have no struggle at all before committing adultery. It was more like his soul was deceived at that time, and he began to sin as he pleased and sinned against our God. What exactly is sin? It was so terrible that even a servant who was said to be after God’s own heart was defeated by his own selfish desires. He knew clearly that Bathsheba was the wife of Uriah, a loyal warrior to him, but he still committed adultery with her and found Uriah, someone who was absolutely loyal to him. King David persuaded him to go home and so to lay with his wife, and serve as a scapegoat for the scandalous things he had done. Then, after the scandal failed, he sent Uriah to battle to be killed by the enemies and took his wife. God was humiliated by His enemies because of this. Why would a righteous man after God’s own heart commit such a scandalous act that destroys his conscience?

In another example, Peter also advised Jesus not to go to Jerusalem to die, but the Lord rebuked Satan for using Peter to only please people. Peter was not insane, why was the Lord faced Peter and rebuked Satan? At that moment, was Peter still have consciense but was the devil taking the initiative? These Bible records make me confused. How is the definition of a spiritual person defined? And why do some spiritual people who originally walked in the footsteps of God suddenly become completely different and be deceived by the devil? At that moment, they seem to be a different person, or they may say something correct, but through Satan they speak? Moreover, it is recorded in Matthew 7:22-23 and 19:16-22 that some people preached, cast out demons and performed miracles in the name of the Lord throughout their lives. Isn’t it a good proof that the Lord with those people? But the Lord Jesus said to them at the last day: “I never knew you…” It is also recorded in Matthew 19:16-22 that a young ruler who claimed that he longed for eternal life. Because he couldn’t let go of his wealth, he gave up the hope of eternal life that he kept pursuing, and left the Lord sadly. How can we feel at ease and know that we are not just claiming to love the Lord, but that we are truly walking in the Lord and can be with Him forever, instead of deceiving ourselves and others, living in our own dreams, and doing everything according to our own will? , everything is beautiful? Living in the church and being recognized, accepted and supported by other Christians for “faithful service”, occasionally talking about this injustice, laughing at that evil, waiting to retire and enjoy happiness, waiting to return to heaven? Readers, please do not misunderstand. The author admires people who sincerely serve God, and I also like the happiness and joy that comes when serving the Lord. However, the doubts I see in reading the Bible make me want to find out. , why do God’s servants have mishaps midway and abandon the Lord’s way? How can this situation be solved?

The author is a middle-aged person with “a lot of questions”. After repenting, every time I have questions while reading the Bible, I am eager to know how to answer them so that those questions will no longer appear in my mind. But when I asked other Christians my questions, they had very different responses. Some would honestly say to me, “I don’t know.” Some would lead me to a dream world of birds singing and flowers fragrant in their words. Everything in the dream was good, except after waking up from there, I found that I was still in the same place. If I continued to ask, some people would ask me: “Why do you want to ask me these questions? You have to have faith. As long as you believe, you shall not ask many questions so that you will stay in faith.” But I don’t know where the source of faith for those Christians comes from? Is it because you don’t know that so you have to believe it? What exactly do they want me to believe? Some people seem to have a pair of eyes in their souls, with the eyeballs pointing upward and reflecting white. I don’t know why? It seems that a Christian has too many questions, which are manifestations of lack of faith, abnormality, and taboos. Later, I became impatient. Since others had confidence, I did not. Moreover, those problems seemed to be carved in my heart and often surfaced. I began to ask God, and unintentionally, I entered into the Lord’s promise without knowing it. As recorded in Psalm 27:4, Isaiah 65:1, and Matthew 7:7:

“One thing I have asked of the LORD, that I shall seek after:
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life,
To gaze upon the beauty of the LORD
and to inquire in His temple.
(English Standard Version)

I permitted Myself to be sought by those who did not ask for Me;
I permitted Myself to be found by those who did not seek Me.

I said, ‘Here am I, here am I,
To a nation which did not call on My name.


Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.

Therefore, I love Jehovah, the Creator of heaven and earth, because He heard my voice with many questions and my pleas. He did not look down on me because of my many questions but had mercy on me. When the word of the Lord of hosts is opened, it gives light and gives understanding to the simple like me. Since He has opened His ear to me, I will call upon Him all my life.

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從聖經中而來的疑惑 — 剎那間的永恆光照(上)— 三

  1. 前言
  2. 從聖經中而來的疑惑

前言

筆者是一個沒有口才,邏輯思維和分析能力也是平凡的人,更加會在不適合的時候,說一些不適合的說話。這樣的人,應該沒有任何讀者,會誤會筆者是靠自己的知識和能力,寫下我的見證的了。而我也說句老實話,筆者就是不想別人看見我,而看不見創天造地真神在我身上的工作和教導!

在這篇文章裏,我會記載主帶領我,走過被祂測試的困惑和測試的辨法。這篇文章,會分作數小篇,每小篇限制在八分鐘內的閱讀時間。主若願意,當筆者完成每一小篇後,便會將網頁連結鏈更新在這裏,方便讀者,隨意去到那想看的小篇觀看。

引言(一)- 從聖經中而來的疑惑 (這篇文章)
引言(二)- 從聖靈而來的形容能力
測試是否從神而來的原因
      一個中招的經歷
      反思 — 夢裏甚麽都好,審判我的卻是主
      那惡者 – 天空掌管幽暗死權的老妖怪
      羅馬書7:21 — 那裏有光,便有惡同在
      一個無法接受的啟示
      一個困惑和從主而來的回覆
      掌管屬靈操練循環中最後一筆的是誰?

測試是否從神而來的辨法
    約翰一書4:1-6 — 分辨諸靈的能力—奉主耶稣的名
     被神的榮耀感動的眼淚
     約伯記33:15-18 — 靈魂在夢裏對試探的反應
     約翰一書1:8-10 — 主,我錯了,求祢原諒我!
     腓立比書2:10 — 願意每天下跪在主面前嗎?
     約翰福音21:15 — 你愛我比你的邏輯思維更深嗎?
     在主寳座前讀出見證的好處
     羅馬書8:16 — 在心裏聖靈同作見證
     我的弟兄姊妹們
     哥林多前書4:7— 做齊了又如何?感恩還是自喜?

從聖經中而來的疑惑

聖經中記載,有一些人被神揀選,差派去完成祂的旨意,但一生當中或最後,卻有離開了上帝的旨意的情況出現,這令我很困惑。例子如所羅門王,神𧶽他智慧,以致前無古人,後無來者,他為神建聖殿,也在獻祭給神的時候,若然他的子民得罪了神,卻願意悔改認罪的話,求神饒恕他們。神也親口接納所羅門的禱告。他一生也活在福樂和尊榮中,因神的智慧與他同在。但後來,到所羅門年老的時候,一個一生中有從神而來智慧的帝皇,卻帶領神的子民拜外邦假神,到神親口宣判所羅門的罪,他卻仍然不肯認罪,好像知道自己罪大惡極,所羅門憑自己從神而來的智慧,不相信上帝所曾應許的,只要願意悔改,神便會饒恕他;唯有為自己作打算,想殺神所揀選的人,以保障自己的權力。又如舊約聖經中的耶戶,被神揀選作以色列王,命令他去剪除亞哈王的全家和耶洗別,因他們讓以色列人拜假神,違背神的命令,剎害拿伯,奪他的葡萄園。但耶戶完成神所交付的任務以後,在何西阿書1:4卻記載,

”耶和華對何西阿說:「給他起名叫耶斯列;因為再過片時,我必討耶戶家在耶斯列殺人流血的罪,也必使以色列家的國滅絕。…」“

最令我疑惑的,是記載在列王紀上13:1-32中的神人。神差派他去找耶羅波安說話,神又吩咐他不可在那地方吃飯喝水,但我不明白為何神又容許那老先知誆哄那神人,以致神因為那神人違背祂的旨意,在那老先知那裏吃飯喝水,所以神懲罰他,命令獅子咬死他?而且創造天地的真神,好像一早便知道那神人會這樣,所以預早便對那神人作出提醒,只是那神人,最終也死在自己的決定上,不忠心緊守耶和華對他所說的話。這是否正如‭‭申命記‬ ‭13‬:‭3‬所講,神要試驗祂的僕人,是否會盡心盡性遵行祂的話呢?所以上帝對我們每一個服事祂的僕人,所講的每一句說話,每一個字都是與我們作僕人的生命攸關,不能夠自把自為,聲稱為主作工,但卻任意妄行的。

「你也不可聽那先知或是那做夢之人的話;因為這是耶和華-你們的神試驗你們,要知道你們是盡心盡性愛耶和華-你們的神不是

聖經裏更有一些記載,一些忠心跟隨神的人,忽然間好像被鬼迷心竅,做出或說出一些不應該從神的僕人,所會做的事情或者講的說話。例如大衛王,一個被稱之為明白神心意的僕人,神也大大祝福大,卻有一次,竟然好像一點掙扎也沒有的情況底下,更似他的靈魂在那時候,被迷惑了一樣,隨心開始犯罪,得罪我們的上帝。究竟罪是什麼?竟然這樣可怕,連一個稱為合神心意的僕人,也敗在自己心中的私慾,明明知道拔示巴,是對他忠心勇士烏利亞的妻子,仍然要與她犯姦淫,還找絕對忠心的勇士,勸他回家與妻子行房,為自己所做的醜事,作替死鬼;然後事敗後,又借刀殺人奪妻,以致上帝被祂的敵人羞辱。為何一個原本是合神心意的義人,會忽然造出這種良心喪盡的醜事?

又有彼得勸耶穌不要去耶路撒冷受死,主卻責備魔鬼利用彼得,只討人的喜悅。可是彼得沒有神智不清,但主卻對着彼得,斥責魔鬼。彼得在那一剎那,神智是清醒但又被魔鬼沾有了主動權嗎?這些聖經記載,令我不明白屬靈人的定義,究竟是如何界定?又為何一些本來屬於跟從上帝步伐行走的屬靈人,會忽然之間變得面目全非,被魔鬼迷惑,完全在那一剎那,好像是一個不同的人一般,又或者講出一些正確,但卻是從魔鬼而來的說話而且在馬太福音‬ ‭7‬:‭22‬-‭23‬‬ ‭中記載,有些人一生奉主名傳道、趕鬼和行異能,這些不是已經是很好的證明,主是與那些人同在嗎?但主耶穌在末日卻對他們說:「我從來不認識你們…」,也在馬太福音‬ ‭19‬:‭16‬-‭22‬中記載,一個聲稱自己渴望得永生年青的官,卻因為放不下自己的財富,連口口聲聲所追求的永生盼望,也可以放棄了,憂憂愁愁的離開主,走了。究竟怎樣才可以安心,知道自己不只是聲稱自己愛主,是真的行在主裏面,能夠永遠與祂同在? 而不是自欺欺人,活在自己的夢裏,甚麽都是照自己的心意而行,甚麼都是美好的?活在教會中被其他基督徒因「忠心事奉」而被認同、接納和支持,偶爾談論這個不義,笑笑那個邪惡,等退休享福,等着返天家?讀者請不要誤會,筆者是很敬佩真心事奉神的人,自己也喜歡事奉主的時候,那份幸福和快樂;只不過從閱讀聖經中,所看到的疑惑,令筆者很想找出,為何神的僕人會有中途變故,離棄主道的情況出現,究竟可以怎樣解決這種情況?

筆者是一個「問題」中年,悔改以後,每次在閱讀聖經而有問題的時候,我也很渴望,想知道怎樣解答,以致那些問題不會再在我意息裏出現。但對其他基督徒提問,對方的反應各異,一些會坦誠對我說:「我不知道。」;有一些會在話語中帶我走到鳥語花香的夢想世界,夢裏甚麽都有,唯獨夢醒之後,卻發現原來在原地踏步,假若我繼續尋問,有一些會反問我:「你點解要問我這些問題?你要有信心,只要相信,唔好問點解,才是有信心。」但是我卻不知道那些基督徒,信心的根源從何而來?究竟是因為不知道,所以要相信嗎?究竟要我相信些甚麽?更有一些人的靈魂裏,好像有一雙眼睛,眼球向上反白,不知道是為何原因?好像一個基督徒,有太多的問題,是沒有信心的表現,是不正常,是禁忌。後來,我心裏無耐,既然別人有信心,我沒有,而且那些問題,好像是刻劃在我的心裏,常常浮現。我便開始求問上帝,無意之中,進入了主的應許當中,也不知道如詩篇‬‭27‬:‭4‬,以賽亞書65‬:‭1‬和馬太福音‭7‬:‭7‬所記載:

「有一件事,我曾求耶和華,我仍要尋求:就是一生一世住在耶和華的殿中,瞻仰他的榮美,在他的殿裏求問

素來沒有訪問我的,現在求問我;沒有尋找我的,我叫他們遇見;沒有稱為我名下的,我對他們說:我在這裏!我在這裏!

你們祈求,就給你們;尋找,就尋見;叩門,就給你們開門
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所以我愛耶和華,創造天地的主,因為祂聽了我這問題多多的聲音和我的懇求,沒有因為我問題多,輕看我,反倒憐憫我。萬軍之耶和華的言語一解開,就發出亮光,使愚人通達。祂既向我側耳,我一生也要求告祂。

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從聖靈而來的形容能力 — 剎那間的永恆光照(上)— 三

從聖靈𧶽給我們人類的恩賜當中,主教導我,有一些是隱藏的,隱藏的意思是這些能力曾記載在聖經中,屬神的僕人或受過主的恩惠的人,身上出現過,(那些受感的人,並不一定需要有學識或者聰明);或者聖經的作者因聖靈的同在,然後說出來,卻能讓聽眾聽了之後扎心,無言以對,令一些聽衆認罪悔改。一些人會從鼻子裏發出冷笑,表示不屑和鄙視;也有一些人沒有感覺,心想與我何干?雖然沒有明顯的說明,那是神的恩𧶽,是神的能力,但那份讓某些人扎心悔改的能力,是真的只能從神而來,不是從人而來的正如‭‭哥林多後書‬ ‭10‬:‭4‬-‭5‬和希伯來書‬ ‭4‬:‭12所記載:

我們爭戰的兵器本不是屬血氣的,乃是在神面前有能力,可以攻破堅固的營壘, 將各樣的計謀,各樣攔阻人認識神的那些自高之事,一概攻破了,又將人所有的心意奪回,使他都順服基督。」

上帝的道是活潑的,是有功效的,比一切兩刃的劍更快,甚至魂與靈,骨節與骨髓,都能刺入、剖開,連心中的思念和主意都能辨明。」

例如彼得是一個漁夫,在五旬節被聖靈充滿,所宣講的話,讓猶太的百姓感覺扎心,認罪悔改。跟據使徒行傳2:41節記載,當時彼得被聖靈充滿以後的宣講,大約有三千人悔改信主。彼得是一個漁夫,你會認為他自己的能力,可以讓三千位聽衆悔改嗎?

又如約翰福音九章,記載那生來瞎眼的人,一生未曾看見,也沒有學識,只是社會中最底層的人,上帝卻揀選了他,為祂自己的兒子,在人面前顯出神的作為來。只因那生來瞎眼的人,受了主的恩惠,便心甘樂意的,在當時的宗教領袖的壓迫下,仍然說出心底裏,從神而來的說話:「從前我是眼瞎的,如今能看見了。」那瞎子的說話,根據約翰福音9:3節記載,是天父要在他身上顯出神的作為來。雖然聖經中沒有記載,當時有任何人,包括那瞎子的父母,願意冒着被趕出會堂的危險,夠膽公然支援他。但那人仍然因主的恩惠,義無反顧的見證,說出以下令神的兒子主耶穌得着榮耀和讚美的說話!

「我方才告訴你們(法利賽人),你們不聽;為甚麽又要聽呢?莫非你們也要作他(耶穌)的門徒嗎?

他(主耶穌)開了我的眼睛,你們竟不知道他從哪裏來,這真是奇怪!

這人若不是從神來的,甚麼也不能做。

主啊,我信!就拜耶穌。

得到這些因主耶稣的醫治,從聖靈感動而來的說話的人,那些對別人心靈的感染力,那份一剎那間,如兩刃利劍,剖開心靈自以為義的自我防守,令人為罪為義為審判,自己責備自己,無言以對的能力,是從神的靈而來,並不是那些宣講的人,自己努力研究查考得來的。所以那瞎子,會心甘情願的向主耶穌下拜。彼得會感謝主不因他三次不認祂,仍然接納他。以致彼得用一生的努力,也要為主作見證。

其中有一種是「形容—從聖靈而來的形容能力」。在受教之後的幾年,主才讓我慢慢地明白,從聖靈而來的形容能力,是怎樣的一回事。這與我們世人的形容能力不同。世人的形容能力,可以是對一些發生在身上,卻又不容易序述出來的事情的表達能力,例如一個人在吃下過多的刨冰的情況下,感覺到有一股冰寒的氣流,在背後,沿著背脊尾龍骨,沖向後腦,讓他的後腦因寒流侵襲而麻庳,腦海一片空白。這是世人可能擁有的一種形容能力。從聖靈而來的形容能力,雖然也是從人的口中講出來,但主導那些說話對讀者聽了或閲讀以後的感染力,好像心裏重臨現場看見一切,或讓人心中平常隱藏的思念再次浮現出來,又或者讓人無言以對,這些能力卻是從聖靈而來。可是我們的眼睛,只會看到眼前說話的人,便誤會了是眼前人,令自己心裏不舒服正如約翰福音16:8節記載:

「他(聖靈保惠師)既來了,就要叫世人為罪、為義、為審判,自己責備自己

既然所講的是世人,難道只是審判不信主的世人嗎?不也是審判相信主的世人嗎這也是為何主叫我講出,在剎那間的永恆光照(上)- 二中記載,那隱藏的說話方式的重要性。因為我們世上所有的人,都不容易明白,當我們感到扎心,不舒服的時候,並不一定是因其他人責備我們,而可能是聖善至高神的靈,在我們心裏對我們用隱藏的說話方式,對我們說話然而並不是,每一個人所講而令我們不舒服的說話,都是從神而來的,只有那讓心中隱藏的思念顯明的說話,才有可能有機會是從聖靈而來的。所以要求主給我們辨別的能力

最重要的是,正因為那些敬畏神的人,從心裏敬服上帝,我只是傳話的人而已,因為有這樣的心態;也同時因為我們的神不喜歡與世人,分享祂自己的榮耀。從神而來的形容能力,才能得着聖靈的認可,牽動那聽或讀這話的人的內心

但是雖然這樣,若那傳話的人,心裏懷着不忿,像約拿一樣,那傳話的人自己應得的平安,便會沒有了,因為人的怒氣,並不成就神的義;而且聖靈那讓聽眾,原本應該只是在心中溫柔地被責備以至悔改的情況,便可能再加添上一份從靈魂中被私慾感染而來的譴責,讓聽眾心中接受不了。就好像在傷口上灑鹽一樣,那份痛楚讓人逃避退縮,減少了令人願意求主饒恕的機會正如箴言12:18所說:「說話浮躁的,如刀刺人;智慧人的舌頭,卻為醫人的良藥。」而且主也要筆者在此說句公道說話,我自己也曾自以為義,又何必在別人傷口上灑鹽,讓別人減少了認罪悔改的機會呢?這也是主所不喜悅的,如箴言‬ ‭24‬:‭17‬-‭18‬和馬太福音‬ ‭5‬:‭44‬所記載。

最後,若讀者問筆者,傳福音雖要知識嗎?有當然是好,最低限度,那瞎子在日常聆聽中,知道上帝是一個怎樣的上帝;若然沒有,可以傳福音嗎?筆者心中卻有從聖靈而來的肯定,得與不得時,都可以傳福音因為看風的必不撒種,望雲的必不收割。筆者卻更加盼望,主會與我同在,將祂在我身上的恩惠,傳給願意聆聽的人,就像一個漁夫和生來瞎眼的人一樣,讓從聖靈而來的形容能力,叫世人知道我的主是活着,讓主的靈攻破一切的阻撓,讓世人無法不承認主耶穌是永活神的兒子,是我的救主!自己沒有知識又如何呢?只要我所敬畏的神,有超越世上所有人的智慧便可以了。但我的兒子和讀者,請務必要緊記,必須要學習每天也回到主面前,閱讀神的說話,讓祂的話語,每天也洗滌我們的心靈,便可以了屬靈了又如何?透察萬事又怎樣?枝子離開葡萄樹,仍然不能作甚麽!唯有人心甘情願的跟隨上帝,祂的能力才會與人同在。這是我最敬佩我的上帝的原因。祂的智慧,讓智慧人因知識而顯出愚昧,讓愚昧人因順從而得着智慧。我上帝尊貴的名字,是「萬軍之耶和華」!

未完,待續…

目錄

上一篇從聖經中而來的疑惑



Tour Group in Heaven

  1. Introduction
  2. Kingdom Hope, Celebrities and Tourist Attractions
  3. Conclusion

Introduction

The author has some relatives, friends, or relatives of brothers and sisters in Christ. Some of them are elderly and have aging health issues. Some are suffering from incurable diseases. They may die soon, and some have already passed away. Although this is the path that we must take in life, the author still feels a bit of sadness that he doesn’t know why, which is accumulated in his heart, and he is not in a happy mood. Strangely, the Holy Spirit moved the author in this mood, he wrote this article and invited relatives, friends, and readers to organize a “Tour Group in Heaven” in the future when we get there to visit its scenic spots and talk to biblical figures. Because the Lord does not want the world not to know that whether we are righteous or sinners, He is by our side and accompanies us when we are suffering. As those who are saved and reborn and belong to the Lord, we should not only live with hope in this life. If we have hope, we should also be moved by the Holy Spirit and look forward to our future home in heaven. In the past, the author saw many friends posting photos of their travels to various places on social platforms. In each photo, everyone looked very happy, keeping the happiest time as a souvenir. The author also longs to travel with like-minded children of God in the Kingdom of Heaven in the future, extending the joy of traveling on earth into hope for heaven, becoming the motivation for our longing, and laying a beautiful foundation for the longing for that heavenly home. As recorded in 2 Corinthians 5:4, we are not willing to take off the tent of this life, but we are willing to look forward to the future home in heaven. For this reason, the author wrote this invitation letter and sincerely invites readers to form a group. No matter whether you are old or young, sick or healthy, despised or envied by others, rich or poor, Christian or not, as long as you admit that you have sinned against God, the Creator of heaven and earth, and are willing to rely on the guidance of the Holy Spirit to repent. Our Creator also invites you to enter the Kingdom of Heaven.

Kingdom Hope, Celebrities and Tourist Attractions

In fact, there are many famous people and tourist attractions in heaven. In the past few years, the author has been looking forward to personally experiencing what the spiritual body is like in the future, and going to the following places, and having personal conversations with the following biblical characters. The current itinerary is just the author’s personal thoughts. If other group members have other suggestions, you can leave comments on this article. I will propose the final itinerary and let the group members make the final decision. We will wait for everyone in heaven and set off together in the future. Go on a tour.

1. Go see the Lord with my own eyes. Although Revelation 1:13-16 records the image of the Lord’s future glory, I still want to see Him with my own eyes and bow down to Him;

2. Touch the land of heaven and the place that the Lord has given to each of our group members to live;

3. This is a question raised by the son of one of the group members. In heaven, will our spiritual bodies have wings and be able to fly, like some angels? 🤔If I had wings, would our spiritual bodies still need to take a bath every day? If I have wings, it will be more difficult to dry them after taking a bath. Can I put them into my body before taking a bath? 😂


4. As recorded in Revelation 22:1-2, we can gather together by the river of life every month, eat the fruits of the tree of life that are different every month, drink the water of the river of life, and see how the leaves of the tree of life can heal all nations. Can the leaves be used to make tea?


5. Gather together every day to kneel down and praise God;

6. According to Luke 16:19-31, go to the place that is separated from Hades by the abyss and see if the sound can reach Hades.

7. According to 1 Corinthians 4:9, how do angels see people on earth in heaven as if they were watching a play?

8. Is King Solomon actually in the Kingdom of Heaven? Or is he in Hades because he didn’t repent and confess his sins?

9. According to 2 Kings 2:23, Elisha is bald. Will he have hair in his spiritual body in the kingdom of heaven?

10. What was Moses like? Why our God record in Exodus 4:24 that He wanted to kill him?

11. Ask Paul what the thorn was that frightened him according to 2 Corinthians 12:7? Could Paul tell us?

12. What does the Book of Life look like?

13. According to Malachi 3:16, what does the book of remembrance look like that God uses to record the conversations of all the God-fearing people on our earth?

14. Go and tell Apostle Thomas that on earth we still call him Doubting Thomas. However, my son said that many people should have told Thomas about it after they returned to their home in heaven.

Conclusion

This week, the author is trying to invite friends to form a group. So far, thank the Lord, ten Christian families have agreed to wait for everyone in heaven to set off on a trip. For readers who are interested in joining a group, let me state in advance that this is an international tour group in the Kingdom of Heaven. There is currently a brother living in Africa. He and his family, all family members who recognize the Lord Jesus as the Savior, will also participate. If any of the group members who participate have relatives who have not yet accepted the Lord Jesus as their Savior, please pray that the Lord’s salvation will come to their relatives and that they will be taken up to heaven and travel together. To prevent our appearance and body from changing in heaven in the future, no one can recognize whether each other is a group member. If a group member who is willing to form a group has a suggestion, what code should be used? So that in the future, we can recognize all other members of the Heavenly Kingdom tour group, please inform the author.

For readers who believe in the Lord, if someone dear to you has passed away, it is natural to be sad. It is in line with God’s will to mourn with those who mourn. Do not suppress your emotions. If you or your relatives or friends are suffering from illness, I hope this article can become the hope in your heart or your relatives or friends. Although illness or death may seem to last a long time on earth, it will always pass and end. The end on earth is just the beginning of eternity. Please do not focus on the short-term suffering or separation in front of you. In heaven, our Creator has prepared a wonderful hometown for the people who believe that He is the only true God and listen to the guidance of the Holy Spirit to abandon evil and choose good. The author invites you to leave a comment below this article to join this heavenly tour group and set off in heaven together with the other group members in the future. The author will pray regularly for all group members. May the grace and peace of our Savior Jesus be given to you greatly from heaven!

I hope that every child of God also has the humble yet strong and affirmative faith recorded in Job 19:25-27 that comes from the depths of our soul. Although birth, old age, sickness and death are painful, after the flesh is destroyed, God will be seen outside the body. I will see Him with my own eyes – I, and not another! Also, as the apostle Paul said in 2 Corinthians 4:18, we are full of hope for that which is eternal but cannot be seen now. May the grace and peace of the Lord Jesus always be with our brothers and sisters who are sad in spirit and suffering in body!

「I know that my redeemer lives,
and that in the end he will stand on the earth.
And after my skin has been destroyed,
yet in my flesh I will see God;
I myself will see him
with my own eyes—I, and not another.
…」


「So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

To Be Continued…

Table Of Contents

Previous: Postscript – A Moment of Eternal Light (I) – Part 2 of 3

天國旅行團

  1. 引言
  2. 天國盼望、名人和旅遊景點
  3. 總結

引言

作者有一些親友,或弟兄姊妹的親人,當中有年長身體狀況老化,有些患上不治之症,可能不久於人世,有些已經離開這世界。雖然這是人生必經之路,但作者仍然有一分不知道為何的憂愁,積壓在心頭,沒有喜樂的心情。奇怪的是,聖靈卻感動作者,在這種心情下,寫下這文章,邀請親友和讀者組織「天國旅行團」,將來在天國裏,一同去旅遊天國的名勝景點,和聖經人物談話。因為主並不願世人不知道,無論是義人或是罪人,我們在受苦的時候,祂是在我們身邊,陪伴在我們身傍的;而且我們得救重生屬主的人,不應只在今生有指望,也應被聖靈感動,盼望將來在天上那家鄉。在過去,作者在社交平台上,看見很多朋友,刊登到各處地方旅遊的相片,每幅相片裏面,每個人也是十分開心快樂的樣子,將最快樂的時光留下來作記念。作者也渴望和志同道合的神的兒女,將來一同在天國裏旅遊,將旅遊這地上的快樂,延伸成為盼望到天上,成為我們思念的動力,為了那屬天的家的渴慕,打下美好的基礎。正如哥林多後書5:4中記載,我們不是願意脱下今生的帳棚,而是願意盼望將來在天上的那個家。為此,我寫下這封邀請信,誠邀讀者一同組團,無論你是年老或年輕,是帶病或健康,是被別人輕視或羨慕,是富有或貧窮,是基督徒與否,只要我們承認自己曾經得罪創造天地萬物的上帝,願意倚靠聖靈的引導悔改。我們的創造主,也邀請你進天國。

天國盼望、名人和旅遊景點

其實天國有好多名人和旅遊名勝,作者在過去的幾年中,便盼望將來去親身體驗靈魂身體是怎樣的,和到以下的地方,也和以下的聖經人物親身對話。現在的行程,只是作者的個人想法,若有其他團友有其他提議,可以在這文章後回覆,我會將最後的行程表提議,讓團友最後決定,將來在天國等齊人,一同出發去遊玩。

1.      親眼去見到主,雖然啟示錄1:13-16有記載主將來榮耀的形象,但還是希望親眼見到祂,向祂下拜;

2.      摸吓天國的地土和主派给我們每一個團友住的地方;

3.      這是其中一個團友的兒子提出的問題,究竟在天上,我們的靈魂身體,會否有翅膀,能夠飛,像一些天使一樣?🤔若果我們是有翅膀的,那個靈魂身體還需要每天洗澡嗎?若有翅膀,洗澡之後,會比較難弄乾翅膀的,能否在洗澡前,將它們收入身體內嗎?😂

4.      如啟示錄22:1-2中記載,每月約埋一齊在生命河邊,食每月都不同的生命樹果實,飲吓生命河水,睇吓生命樹的葉子怎樣可以醫治萬民,可以用來泡茶嗎?

5.      每日約埋一齊去跪拜,讚美上帝;

6.      根據路加福音16:19-31記載,去那個與陰間有深淵阻隔限定的地方,試下聲音可唔可以傳到陰間?

7.      根據哥林多前書4:9記載,究竟啲天使點樣喺天國裏邊睇到地上的人,如同睇戲一樣?

8.      所羅門王究竟在天國裏?還是因沒有悔改認罪,所以在陰間裏?

9.      根據列王紀下2:23記載,以利沙是光頭的,在天國裏那個靈魂身體的他,會有頭髮嗎?

10.     摩西係點嘅樣?點解上帝在出埃及記4:24記載,要殺他?

11.     問吓保羅他那根刺是甚麽?可不可講给我們知道?

12.     生命冊是怎樣的?

13.     根據瑪拉基書3:16記載,神用來記錄我們地上所有敬畏神的人的對話的記念冊子,是怎樣的?

14.     說給使徒多馬知道,在地上,我們仍然稱他為多疑的多馬。雖然我的兒子說,應該有很多人返天家後,已經說給多馬知道了。

總結

作者這星期,在努力邀請朋友一同組團,到現在為止,感謝主,有十個基督徒家庭約定,將來一同在天上等齊人,出發去旅行。對於有興趣組團的讀者,事先聲明,這是一個國際性的天國旅行團,現在有一個在非洲居住的弟兄,他和他的一家,所有承認主耶穌是救主的家人,也會一同參與。若然參加的團友,有還未接受主耶穌作救主的親人,請祈求主的救恩,會臨到親人,將來被接到天上,一同去旅行。為了避免將來在天上我們的樣貌身體改變了,大家不能認出對方是否團友,若願意組團的團友有提議,用什麼暗號?好等大家將來,可以認出其他天國旅行團的團友,請通知作者。

若然信主的讀者,有親愛的人,已經離世,傷心難過是自然的,與哀哭的人同哀哭是合神心意的,不要抑壓自己的情感。若然自己或有親人朋友,在疾病苦痛當中,我希望這篇文章,可以成為你自己或親人朋友心中的盼望,疾病或死亡,在地上雖然好像很長久,但這始終是會過去的,結束只是永恆的開始,請不要專注於眼前短暫的苦難或分離,忘記了在天上,我們的創造主,已經為了相信祂是獨一真神,聽從聖靈引導棄惡擇善的世人,預備了美好的家鄉。作者邀請你,在這篇文章以下留言參加這天國旅行團,與我們其他團友,將來在天上一同出發。作者會定期為所有團友禱告,願我們救主耶穌的恩惠和平安,從天上大大的𧶽給你們!

但願每一個神的兒女,也有約伯記‬ ‭19‬:‭25‬-‭27‬中所記載,那份從靈魂深處所發出來,低微謙卑但又強烈肯定的信念,生老病死雖然痛苦,但在皮肉滅絕之後,必在肉體之外得見神,我自己要親眼見祂,並不像外人!也像使徒保羅在哥林多後書4:18所講,為了那永遠但又現在所看不見的,而充滿盼望。願主耶穌的恩惠和平安,常與心靈憂傷,肉身受苦的弟兄姊妹同在!

「我知道我的救贖主活着, 末了必站立在地上。 我這皮肉滅絕之後, 我必在肉體之外得見神。 我自己要見他, 親眼要看他,並不像外人。 …」

「原來我們不是顧念所見的,乃是顧念所不見的;因為所見的是暫時的,所不見的是永遠的。」

從聖經中而來的疑惑 — 剎那間的永恆光照(上)— 三

目錄

後記 – 剎那間的永恆光照(上) – (二)

Postscript – A Moment of Eternal Light (I)-Part 2 of 3

I am very grateful to several brothers in Christ who, despite their busy schedules, not only read my last article but also gave me valuable opinions! So I wrote this short postscript. This is also a gift I want to leave behind and give to my family and beloved relatives. I hope that one day, you can find the God who saved me from death to life in the footprints I left. , what kind of God is He. I can’t explain it to you in detail nowadays, but I do want to write down my God’s kindness to you. I leave it to you who I love deeply in my soul.

In the last article, I shared how the Lord taught me to learn to listen to the way He spoke to me. I just wanted readers to know that God will talk to the world, so I wrote it down. My readers, if you have just accepted the Lord Jesus as your Savior, or if your mind goes blank after reading my previous article, please forget what I shared in the previous article. My experiences may be too complicated for you and they may not be suitable for you. This is valuable advice given to me by a brother in Christ, and it is also the same idea given to me by my Lord during meditation. My Lord does not have many requirements for the young believers. As long as we reject evil and choose good, He will have glory, and that’s it. Forget about the dialogues I shared about talking to God. This may be better for you now. Until one day in the future, the Holy Spirit reminds you of the experience I shared. Perhaps then, it will be the Holy Spirit’s call to you. If you forget it all your life and the Holy Spirit does not remind you, then what I share will not be the medium used by the Holy Spirit to call you.

The footprints I leave behind in the last article are in the hope that someone will start out on their own and be willing to look for patterns in God’s conversation with them. It is not intended to sell readers a “quick lunch set” for talking to God. In this world, there is no such crash course in emotional cultivation. Once you know it, you can graduate without putting any effort into the relationship. Everyone must start by themselves to search for God and find ways for the Lord to communicate with him so that he will not eat other people’s recipes and feel uncomfortable and out of place because they are not the recipes he found by himself and are not suitable for his own taste. Or if the Lord is willing, some readers can learn from my experience. On the journey to find God, they encounter the doubts I have experienced, and the Holy Spirit reminds him/her of my sharing. I hope the Lord can use them to teach others, leading others through the doubts and difficulties in the process of searching for God and walking with God throughout their lives. Readers, please do not misunderstand, this is not a question of whether a Christian is saved or not, it is a question of whether the soul has peace in the Lord. I believed in the Lord for more than thirty years. Before I repented, I only confessed Jesus as Lord in front of others, but in my heart, I had no reliance and was afraid of death. In my daily life, I did not think about where I would go after death. But when encountering difficulties or dangers, I find that deep down in my heart, I don’t know where I will go after leaving this world. Later, when I read 1 Corinthians 15:19, I discovered that at that time, I only had hope in this life. Just as the Holy Spirit said to believers through the apostle Paul in Hebrews 2:14-15, I am still a slave to the fear of death all my life. At that time, many Christians around me said to me, “You must have faith, you have passed from death to life.” But deep in my soul, I still longed to ask the Lord, why, and I was still afraid to die? This is the Lord’s way in my heart calling me to seek Him. The way the Lord calls me is not necessarily the way the Lord calls others to seek Him through the Holy Spirit. How does the true God who created heaven and earth call you and how does he get along with you? I discovered that whether I have hope or not to meet the Creator in person, it may not necessarily be able to measure how long I have served in the church, how many years of fellowship I have attended, how many years of Bible studies you have completed, or how many years the other God’s people appreciate your “faithfulness” as a measure. Only I, after experiencing certain things, will truly know what I think deep inside. Only when I found the Lord Jesus who died on the cross for me (actually after the Lord came to find me personally) did I truly know that He is the living and true God. He is not just heard in the church and not only belongs to others. God is then my Lord and my God.

I hope that readers will find the God who loves them and that their lives will never be like mine in the past. May the Lord allow readers to find Him, and He delights in His people seeking Him. To this end, I am called, to share this good news, in the hope that some will set out to find their own Lord, their own God. I’m not talking about finding an idol who does everything according to our own pleasant will, but the true and living God who created the heavens and the earth and all things. The prophet Isaiah called our Creator “The everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth” I hope One day, I will be able to call God “My Master” without any shame, but His own noble, loving and fearful name is “Lord God, the Almighty”!

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Previous: A Moment of Eternal Light (I) – Part 2 of 3

後記 – 剎那間的永恆光照(上) – (二)

我十分感謝幾位主內弟兄,在百忙之中,閱讀我上一篇的見證分享之餘,而且還給我寳貴意見!所以我寫下這短短的後記,這也是我想留下來,給我的兒子和親人的禮物,希望有一天,你們能夠在我留下的足跡當中,找到那拯救我出死入生的上帝,是怎樣的一個上帝。現在我也沒有辦法說明白給你們聽,但我卻想將我的上帝,對我的恩情,寫下來留給你們。留給我所愛的你們知道。

上一篇文章中,我所分享,主怎樣教導我學習聆聽祂對我說話的方式,只是想讓讀者知道上帝是會與世人對話,所以我將它寫下來。讀者們,若果你還是剛剛接受主耶穌為你的救主,或者閱讀完上一篇文章之後,腦海一片空白的話,請忘記我在上一篇文章,所寫的分享吧。我那些經歷,對你們來說,可能太複雜了,並不適合你們,這是一個弟兄給我的寶貴意見,也是主在我默想中,给我的意念。我的主,對初信主的信徒,沒有太多的要求,只要我們棄惡擇善,祂便有榮耀,便可以了。忘記了我所分享與神對話的方式吧。這也許對你們來說,是好的。直到將來,有一天,聖靈讓你心裏浮現(想起)我所分享的經驗,或許那時候,才是聖靈對你的呼喚。若一生也忘記,聖靈沒有讓你想起,那麼我所分享的,便不會是聖靈用來呼喚你的媒介了。

我所留下的足印,是希望有人會自己起步,願意尋找上帝與他們對話的模式。並不是要對讀者直銷「與神對話速成法」。這個世上,並沒有這樣的情感培育速成班,知道了便可以畢業的免費午餐。每一個人都要自己起步去尋找上帝,找尋主和他溝通的方法,才不會吃了別人的食譜,感覺不適和格格不入,因為不是自己尋找得來的食譜,不適合自己進食。或者主若願意,有讀者可以借鑒我的經驗,在尋找上帝的旅程中,遇到我曾經經歷的疑惑,而聖靈讓他/她「想起」我的分享,我希望主用得着祂教導我的,帶領其他人走過那些尋找上帝過程中的疑惑和難處,一生與神同行。讀者請不要誤會,這不是一個基督徒得救與否的問題,這是心靈是否安穩在主裏的疑問。我相信主三十多個年頭,在我末悔改以前,我只是在人面前,口裏認耶穌為主,心裏卻沒有倚靠,害怕死亡,自己日常生活裏,沒有去思想死後何處去,但當遇到困難或危險的時候,卻發現內心深處,不知道自己會離開這世界以後,茫茫然會到何處去。後來,在閱讀哥林多前書 15:19中,才發現那時候,自己只在今生有指望,也如聖靈藉着使徒保羅,在希伯來書 2:14-15,對信徒所講的,我仍然一生因怕死而為奴僕。那時候的我,雖然身邊有很多的基督徒對我說:「你要有信心,你已經出死入生了。」但我的靈魂深處,仍然十分渴望去問主,為什麼,我仍然害怕死亡?這是主在我心裏,呼喚我去尋找祂的方法。主對我的呼喚方法,並不一定是主藉着聖靈,呼喚其他人去尋找祂的辦法。究竟創造天地的真神,是怎樣呼喚你,怎樣與你相處。我發現,有盼望與否,去迎見創造主的心,並不一定能夠用自己在教會中去事奉了多久,去咗幾多年團契,完成了多少年的查經班,有幾多神的子民,欣賞自己的”忠心”來衡量。只有我自己,在經歷某些事情之後,才真正會知道自己的想法。也只有我自己在找到那個為我死在十字架上的主耶穌的時候,其實是主親自來找到我之後,我才真正知道祂是活着的真神,不是只在教會聽見,是你(別人)的神,而是我的主,是我的神。

但願讀者找着那愛你的上帝,一生也不會像我以前一樣。願主讓讀者們找到祂,祂喜悅自己的子民尋找祂。我也為此被呼召,傳這喜訊,希望有人會起步尋找他們自己的主,他們自己的上帝。我不是說找一個甚麼都照自己心意的偶像,而是創造天地萬物永活的真神,以賽亞先知稱呼我們的創造主為「永在的神耶和華-創做地極的主」,我盼望有一天,能無愧地稱呼神為「我的主人」,但祂本身尊貴、慈愛而又可畏的名字叫「萬軍之耶和華」!

未完,待續…

目錄

剎那間的永恆光照(上)-(二)

A Moment of Eternal Light (I)-Part 2 of 3

  1. Introduction
  2. Direct Dialogue from the Scriptures
  3. Hidden Dialogue without using Scripture
  4. Direct-Hidden Mixed Dialogues Interaction
  5. Conclusion

Introduction

This article will require 25 minutes of reading time. The readers do not need to read it all at once. The table of contents above has a pointer to each major section. I also wrote this article sharing with my niece and my son. They prefer to read English.

In more than thirty years of my Christian life, I have often heard Christians praying during worship services, asking the Holy Spirit to give wisdom to the speaker, so that the church members can feel the same spirit, and benefit the speaker and the audience. So after I believed in the Lord, I was often curious to know, are people who pray just asking? Or do they really know that the Holy Spirit is truly giving wisdom to the speaker? So that God’s words come out of the speaker’s mouth are known to everyone and benefit the audience. Yes, if we know a good friend or a loved one, and have a relationship with each other, we should know how my friend refers to himself, the way he speaks to me, his tone and attitude, etc. For example, a wife may call her husband “Honey” when no one else is around, but if suddenly a voice calls you “Babe” or “Sweetheart”, you should know the source of that voice is not from your wife. When that strange voice comes, you won’t continue talking to or picking up anything from that voice. The same is true for those who walk with God. As Hebrews 13:8 says: “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.” The name that God uses to talk to His people in the Bible will not be one day calling Himself “I AM” or “I am the Lord”, and the other day He calls Himself “It’s me”, “Yes, that’s right”, or “Here am I”. However, if I feel doubtful in my heart, ask who said in me by the name of the Lord? The voice that spoke in my heart does not dare to call itself “I AM” or “I am the Lord”. It can only say: “It’s me”, “Yes, that’s right”, or “Here am I”, or it is silent and does not answer. Then I would advise you not to believe that the voice is from God. Although such an indicator is simple, when I am hesitating in my heart and wondering whether God is speaking to me, it is one of the best indicators that can identify the source of the sound, giving me something to rely on in my heart.

The Holy Spirit’s dialogues with people are not a mysterious thing. He can speak to righteous or bad people. Don’t think that the Holy Spirit only speaks to righteous people. This is a wrong concept. God told Eli that because of the evil deeds of his two sons and he honors his sons more than the Lord, his descendants would be removed from the priesthood. God also wrote words on the wall, declaring the throne of King Belshazzar, King Nebuchadnezzar’s son, had ended. At that point, it also indirectly indicated that he was also destined to die. In the New Testament, on Pentecost, the Holy Spirit descended and spoke through the disciples to the Jews who did not know the Lord Jesus as the Messiah. The Holy Spirit also speaks to sinners like me. Who can say that the Lord is only speaking to the righteous people?

The following is a sharing of my past experiences in learning to listen to God’s voice. In prayers, I asked my Lord to help me sort it out, so I was able to write it down. I hope readers can get inspiration from it and start seeking for God to speak to them personally. The way God speaks to me through the Holy Spirit is not limited to speaking directly to me in my heart. This is actually as the Lord Jesus said in John 14:26, the Holy Spirit can remind me” of what the Lord has said to me. This is a method that I often ignored before I repented a few years ago.
“But the Helper, the Holy Spirit whom the Father will send in My name, He will teach you all things, and remind you of all that I said to you.
And there are three ways the Holy Spirit reminds me of everything the Bible says.

  • Direct Dialogues from the Scriptures
  • Hidden Dialogues without using Scripture
  • Direct-Hidden Mixed Dialogues Interaction

Direct Dialogue from the Scriptures

The first is a direct way. It can be that the Scriptures come to my mind when I am doing something during the day, or it can be that the Holy Spirit reminds me of or comes to mind of certain people or what someone said or did while reading a certain passage in the Bible. Apostle Peter once recorded in Acts 1:20-22: “MAY ANOTHER TAKE HIS (Judas) OFFICE.” This is what Psalm 109:8 says. If readers believe that the Bible is inspired by God and believe what the Lord Jesus promised in Matthew 10:20 before He suffered, For it is not you who are speaking, but it is the Spirit of your Father who is speaking in you. Then what Peter said is the Spirit of our Heavenly Father spoke directly into Peter’s heart using the Scriptures. For example, I recorded in “The Lord’s Anointing is in My Heart” that the driving incident directly reflected the direct dialogue using Ecclesiastes 7:22.

Directly while reading a certain passage from the Bible, the Holy Spirit can also remind me or emerge in my mind of certain people, or what someone said or did. For example, it is recorded in “One Thought Sinking into Hell (Part 1 of 2)” that when reading Jude verse 23, and 1 Samuel 2:33-34 and 3:12-13, the image of my younger biological brother came to mind. It was also a direct dialogue from the Scriptures. It’s just that when reading the Scriptures, the image of others comes to mind, so it is another way of expressing direct dialogue using the Scriptures. Just because of this way of direct dialogue doesn’t follow the method of studying God’s words that I learned in church, which is to understand God’s words based on context. So, I used to filter out the direct dialogues using the excuse of not following context. When trying to discern whether God was speaking to me, the truth is that I did not understand the righteousness of God. So, I accepted the method I had heard as righteous and did not obey the righteousness of God. After I repented and reflected on my past experiences, the Lord opened my eyes and saw my past foolishness. It turns out that not only can God’s words be understood based on context, but my Sovereign God can also speak to me without following context. For example, in Jude 23, and 1 Samuel 2:33-34 and 3:12-13, I can’t know my brother’s intention. This is a direct dialogue that does not follow the context, and it is even less likely to be a life application from the Scriptures. (Could anyone tell me how it can be explained as an application from the Scriptures?) Just because God wants me, a fool, to know some things that He wants me to understand that would touch His bottom line, but I still don’t have the spiritual life that can communicate with the Lord without any barriers and be able to understand what God is trying to tell me. To put it bluntly, because I am stupid, God mainly uses some revelations that can attract even stupid people’s attention to remind me. This is the reason that the Lord reviewed to me why He used direct reading of Scripture on me to bring certain people, certain things, or certain words to my mind. As 1 Corinthians 1:21 records:
For since the wisdom of God the world (I) through its (my) wisdom did not come to know God, God was pleased through the foolishness of the message preached to save those (me) who believe.
This way of directly reading the Bible and revealing other people, things, etc. is also hidden. It was easily ignored by me in the past, and it can also be regarded as a way of hidden dialogue.

Hidden Dialogue without using Scripture

The second way is the hidden dialogue, which means that God is speaking to me directly but not using Scripture. Therefore, before I repented, I often ignored this way. This method can be words that we humans can hear, dreams, thoughts, visions, images of others, or words spoken by other people (the other people do not necessarily need to be Christians). This method was easily overlooked by me in the past. The reason is that the Holy Spirit does not speak directly using Scripture, but uses various expressions mentioned above. However, because I cannot see God, it is not easy to detect that it is the Holy Spirit who speaks to me using the hidden dialogue. In particular, if the words of the Holy Spirit come from the mouth of others, if they could pass through my filter of analytical thinking in the brain, it would be possible to accept them, but they would also be easily missed coming from God because they were just what the other people said. The object is focused on the other people and does not know it is the Lord, just like the child Samuel mistakenly thought Eli was calling him several times. And if I don’t like what others say, I will feel that others are attacking me, and I will not look into whether the Holy Spirit is speaking to me.

To testify whether it is the hidden dialogue from the Holy Spirit, the Lord taught me to keep in mind the words, dreams, thoughts, visions, images of others, or words spoken by others that touched the depth of my heart. During the waiting and continuing of my normal Scripture reading, the Holy Spirit will remind me of His previous dialogues with me, as recorded in John 14:26. For example, the Apostle Paul recorded in 2 Corinthians 12:9 that he begged the Lord to take away the thorn on him, but the Lord directly said to Paul: “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.” These are directly speaking from God, and it is a hidden dialogue that does not directly use Scripture. Also in my experience, as recorded in “One Thought Repent Longing to Heaven (1)“, the Holy Spirit said to me: “Forgive your father, and also forgive yourself.” This is also a direct conversation without using Scripture. Although it is not in prayer or Scripture reading, after knowing the Lord, the Creator calls me the sinner to repent. It is the hidden dialogue. It can also be through dreams, as recorded in Joel 2:28-29, Job 33:15-18, and Matthew 1:20-21:

It will come about after this
That I will pour out My Spirit on all mankind;

And your sons and your daughters will prophesy,
Your old men will have dreams,
Your young men will see visions.
And even on the male and female servants
I will pour out My Spirit in those days
.”


In a dream, a vision of the night, When deep sleep falls on people, While they slumber in their beds, Then He opens the ears of people, And horrifies them with warnings, So that He may turn a person away from bad conduct, And keep a man from pride; He keeps his soul back from the pit, And his life from perishing by the spear.“


“But when he had thought this over, behold, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream, saying, “Joseph, son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary as your wife; for the Child who has been conceived in her is of the Holy Spirit. She will give birth to a Son; and you shall name Him Jesus, for He will save His people from their sins.”

Just remember,

First, those people, things, words, dreams, or visions that emerge do not contradict God’s words in the Bible or God’s attributes.

Second, the attributes revealed in revelation that lead me to God. Bearing the fruit of the Holy Spirit but not self-righteousness; secretly, I am still willing to kneel down and pray and read Scripture every day.

Those people, things, words, dreams, or visions that emerge are God speaking to me through hidden dialogues. However, there is a problem with this hidden method that I have not been able to resolve before, that is, I am not 100% sure that they really come from God because they are not references to Scripture. Even if they are references to Scripture like the direct dialogue, I cannot be sure that I won’t be self-righteous afterwards. Therefore, the Lord taught me that like Mary, the earthly mother of the Lord Jesus, I must keep it in my heart and wait for when I read Scripture in the future. The Holy Spirit will remind me of the previous hidden dialogue conversation, and the reminder needs to naturally emerge in my heart. Only in this way can it be accepted. (The kind of thinking that I am very eager for God to speak certain words to me cannot be counted.) Even if I accept it, I still need to be examined through God, but the reason and method of examination are not what this article is going to talk about. I will share them in the next short article. Never forget that the focus we kneel down to worship is the living and true God. He sees all our thoughts and desires, both openly and secretly. Just because He sees, and hears. When we are willing to kneel down and draw close to God, He will one day respond to us. We must wait patiently for that day to come because our focus is the living and true God.

Direct-Hidden Mixed Dialogues Interaction

The third way is the direct-hidden mixed dialogues interaction. It is recorded in Acts 10:11-17 that in Apostle Peter’s vision, the Lord asked him to eat those four-footed animals and crawling creatures from the sheet coming down from the sky. Peter was unwilling, and the Lord told him, “What God has cleansed, no longer consider unholy.” This is not directly saying using Scripture, it is a hidden dialogue without using Scripture. Later, Peter saw the Holy Spirit descending on all the Gentiles who heard the message. Those people spoke in tongues and praised God for His greatness. When Peter stood among the apostles, he defended his testimony of preaching to the Gentiles, saying that he remembered the words of the Lord, “John baptized with water, but you will be baptized with the Holy Spirit.” This was the Lord directly using His words to confirm in Peter’s heart that it was His will for Peter to preach to the Gentiles. For another example, I recorded in “By the Name of the Lord Jesus (Part 1)” that the Holy Spirit said to me in a hidden way, “You don’t necessarily have to be tempted passively by the evil one and then ask me to have mercy on you. You can rely on me to resist those temptations.” This is not from Scripture; it is what the Lord said to me with the hidden dialogue without using Scripture. Until in “By the Name of the Lord Jesus (Part 2)“, I directly read 1 John 4:1-6 and then commanded the negative and proud thoughts in my heart to answer by the name of the Lord, “Do you believe that the Lord Jesus has become flesh?” At that time, I had a commotion in my heart, and then I drove away that thought by the name of the Lord. This is the hidden and direct mixed dialogues interactive method, and it is also the result of believing and acting. For another example, it is recorded in “Struck down, but not destroyed (Part 2)” that I lied to a friend, and the Holy Spirit said to me softly in my heart: “Do you know that you are lying?” It was a hidden dialogue without using Scripture. Until that night, while reading the Scriptures, the Holy Spirit used Proverbs 19:5 and 9 to directly let me know that bearing false witness is hated by God. Then, I was afraid. When I got up, I saw in my heart that I was telling the lie to my friend so that I could return to God and confess my sins and repent. This is the direct-hidden mixed dialogues interactive method using hidden -> direct -> and hidden dialogue again.

When the repeated dialogues occur, whether it is repeated direct dialogues, repeated hidden dialogues, or direct-hidden mixed dialogues interactive method, I must carefully pay attention to why our Lord speaks to me repeatedly and in various ways. This is similar to why I must pay attention to Scripture when God repeats the same verses or the same principles, which are very important instructions to me. Lord, what exactly do you want to express? Why do you say it so urgently and repeatedly? Before I understand why, I will pray to the Lord in my heart and asking Him showing mercy to me, a fool. If my heart is heavy and unable to settle down, I will enter a room and close the door. Kneeling down and praying to the Lord in heaven, to open my eyes and enlighten me. So that I can understand His will. When there is no clear revelation in prayer, I will read the Bible as usual and pray in my heart that the Lord will be gracious to me one day and enable me to understand His will. Please don’t be discouraged. The Lord will answer our prayers at the appropriate time in His plan, in daily Scripture reading or in daily life, and remind us of all the words He has said. Because of His own promise, those who seek will find, and the door will be opened to those who knock. This is what I say from the bottom of my heart and experience.

But be careful in the hidden dialogues or the direct-hidden mixed dialogues. It is because I can understand wrongly, or be self-righteous, and more importantly, I can be deceived by voices or thoughts pretending to be angels of light. So, in the future days of reading Scripture, it is very important to seek the Lord repeating what I understand from the Scriptures is truly coming from the Lord. Also, because of my limited brain power, sometimes when God’s will is reviewing to me, I cannot accept the understanding at that particular time. I must keep those words in my heart and wait for my heart to calm down with the understanding. I am not sure how the other believers’ submission to God’s will. The process of calm down my heart with the understanding is usually taking a minimum of one year or two back and forth many times during the period of struggling with it. Once again, when I am willing to submit to God’s will and act accordingly, my heart will naturally remember in my mind of everything the Lord said to me in the past every time I acted. This is then a very clear evidence that God is speaking to me using the direct-hidden mixed interactive method. Just as the meaning and method are recorded in John 2:22:

“So when He (Jesus) was raised from the dead, His disciples remembered that He said this; and they believed the Scripture and the word which Jesus had spoken.”

Please remember that you can do things with the Scriptures directly appeared in your mind. Then, in a later time when you read the Scriptures, Holy Spirit can let us remember naturally the people we met or the things we did as a reaffirming response. It is ok if the order is swapped. When I am not sure or doubt whether the Lord is speaking to me, I can ask the Lord again in my heart. This is very important. In the past few years, when I learned to get close to God and listen to God’s voice, the direct-hidden mixed dialogues interactive method was the most common method that the Lord used to teach me something that He wanted me to learn. Just because I can’t see God, He wants me to know His thoughts and He will speak to me again and again. As John 14:17 and 16:13-14 say:

the Helper is the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it does not see Him or know Him; but you know Him because He remains with you and will be in you.

“But when He, the Spirit of truth, comes, He will guide you into all the truth; for He will not speak on His own, but whatever He hears, He will speak; and He will disclose to you what is to come. He will glorify Me (Jesus), for He will take from Mine and will disclose it to you.

The most important thing is to understand the state of my soul after listening to the hidden dialogues or direct-hidden mixed dialogues interaction. In layman terms, what your mentality is after listening to the dialogues. Therefore, the Lord taught me to kneel down in the secret room every day, return to His throne of judgment and grace, and have my state of mind examined by the Holy Spirit. My experience in the past few years tells me that this is a test of all things! As Psalm 33:13-15 and Job 36:8-10 say, it’s true!

“The Lord looks from heaven;
He sees all the sons of mankind;
From His dwelling place He looks out
On all the inhabitants of the earth,
He who fashions the hearts of them all,
He who understands all their works.


“And if they are bound in shackles,
And are caught in the snares of misery,
Then He declares to them their work
And their wrongdoings, that they have been arrogant.

He opens their ears to instruction,
And commands that they return from injustice.

Conclusion

If someone asks me, is it because God does not speak directly to all mankind anymore now a day, or because we cannot understand how God speaks to us, and thus we miss the dialogues from the Creator of the Universes? I will say without hesitation, “I didn’t understand in the past!” In the past, I would only insist on using the text from the Bible to explain God’s words. At most, I would only accept half of the direct dialogues using the Scriptures. Not to mention, I can understand what God is using the hidden dialogues method to speak to me. And don’t even think I will have a chance to understand that my God is using the direct-hidden mixed dialogues interactive method to speak to me. But I praise my Lord, as it is written in Isaiah 65:1:

I permitted Myself to be sought by those who did not ask for Me;
I permitted Myself to be found by those who did not seek Me.
I said, ‘Here am I, here am I,’

To a nation which did not call on My name.

He didn’t give up on me just because I couldn’t understand it even after believing in the Lord for more than thirty years! Therefore, I have confident that the Lord will not give up on anyone who is willing to search for Him or desire to have a conversation with Him.

A friend of mine asked me once: “Is it because you read the Bible every day that those Bible verses naturally emerge in your heart? In fact, it is not any Holy Spirit you talked about speaking to you in your heart?” I thought for a while and an evident came to my mind through the hidden dialogue. So, I said to my friend: “After I first believed in the Lord Jesus, I fell asleep while praying. I felt guilty and asked God to rebuke me. As a result, the Holy Spirit said to me in my heart, “Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved, you and your household.”” (The details are recorded in Struck down, but not destroyed (Part 1)) At that time, I didn’t even know that this sentence was a Bible verse. Therefore, it was impossible that time the Bible verse naturally appeared in my mind because I read too much of the Bible.” And when I have doubts, I ask God: “Lord, is it You?” When the Lord responds to me in my heart, “I AM.” I then know the truth. It was the Lord who spoke to me.

If you don’t understand the way God speaks, you still have the opportunity to learn to understand it. If you think that the Lord will no longer talk directly to His people in this era, you will miss that wonderful blessing. Brothers and sisters in Christ who tell people not to believe that God will directly communicate with His people today, I pray that the Lord will make you understand that your disbelief is your own choice. But don’t mock or discourage others from going in to find God to talk to them. Anyone who prevents other children of God from coming to the Lord will displease the Lord. As servants of the Lord, the Apostle Paul said in 2 Corinthians 13:8 is truth for all of us.

“For we cannot do anything against the truth, but only for the truth.

Job 42:1-5 records that Job did not dare to boast that he knew everything. Why do we have the courage to make a conclusion that we do not understand, so it was impossible for others to understand what God was speaking to them?

“Then Job answered the Lord and said,
“I know that You can do all things,
And that no plan is impossible for You.
‘Who is this who conceals advice without knowledge?’
Therefore, I have declared that which I did not understand,
Things too wonderful for me, which I do not know.

‘Please listen,
and I will speak;
I will ask You, and You instruct me.
I have heard of You by the hearing of the ear;
But now my eye sees You;

Our Lord Jesus spoke on Revelation 1:17-19:
“Do not be afraid; I am the first and the last, and the living One; and I was dead, and behold, I am alive forevermore, and I have the keys of death and of Hades. Therefore, write the things which you have seen, and the things which are, and the things which will take place after these things.


Indeed, the Lord Jesus is alive and will live forever. He taught me that there is no need for me to say anything using my own knowledge about Him. As long as I truthfully tell what He has done on me, what He has said to me. How He has interacted with me, and what He has taught me about His will. That’s what He asked me to do. All Glory Be to Christ our King! He is worthy of our praise and worthy of our kneeling to Him every day forever and ever, as it is written:
Seek the Lord and His strength;
Seek His face continually.
Let the heavens be joyful, and the earth rejoice;
And let them say among the nations, ‘The LORD reigns!
Bless be the LORD, the God of Israel (and us), from everlasting to everlasting! Then all the people said, “Amen,” and praised the LORD.

If any reader has any questions that you want to reach out to me, please leave comment in this article. I am open to have a dialogue with you. A dialogue cannot be one way. It requires both parties in order to have a dialogue. Please be reminded that our Lord Jesus is also waiting for us to understand His calling to us so that a dialogue can be established with His children. May our Lord move His children in their heart!

In the next short article, I will share the reasons for testing whether God has spoken to me, and the method of discernment that the Lord taught me.

Next: Postscript – A Moment of Eternal Light (I) – Part 2 of 3

Table Of Contents

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剎那間的永恆光照(上)-(二)

  1. 引言
  2. 直接用經文的說話方式
  3. 隱藏不用經文的說話方式
  4. 直接隱藏混合互動的說話方式
  5. 總結

引言

我在三十多年的基督徒生活裏,常常在敬拜聚會當中,聽到基督徒的禱告,祈求聖靈𧶽下智慧給講員,可以令會友同感一靈,讓講員和聽衆得益處。所以我信主之後,常常很好奇想知道,禱告的人,只是在祈求?或者真知道聖靈是真的𧶽下智慧給講員?以致神的說話,從講員口中而出,而讓衆人知道,讓聽眾得益。是的,一個自己認識的好朋友或者愛人親人,互相有交往,是應該知道對方是怎樣自我稱呼,對朋友的說話方式和語氣態度等等。例如太太可能會在沒有其他人面前稱呼自己的丈夫為「老公」,但如果忽然之間,有一把聲音稱呼你作「甜心」或者「親愛的」,你應該知道那聲音的來源,不是從太太而來,也不會繼續和那聲音對話。與神同行的人,也是同一樣道理。正如希伯來書 13:8所講:「耶穌基督昨日、今日、一直到永遠,是一樣的。」神是用怎樣的方式或語氣,在聖經裏與祂的子民對話,便不會今日是這樣稱呼自己為「是我」「我是耶和華」,明天稱呼自己為「我是」、「係我」,或者「我係」,但若我心裏感到可疑,奉主名問那在我心裏說話的聲音,那聲音卻不敢稱呼自己為「是我」,或者「我是耶和華」,只會說:「我是」、「係我」,或者「我係」,又或者沉默不回答的話。那我會建議你,不要相信那聲音,是從上帝而來。這樣的指標,雖然簡單,但當我內心,在徬徨疑惑神是否對我說話的時候,便是分辨聲音來源的其中一盞明燈,讓我的內心,有着倚靠。

聖靈與人對話,並不是什麼神秘的事情,祂可以對義人或惡人講說話,不要以為聖靈只會對義人說話,這是錯誤的觀念。正如舊約和新約聖經中的例子。神對以利說,他兩個兒子的惡行,看到但卻尊重兒子多於敬畏神,所以他的後代,將被癈去祭師的職份。又有神在牆上寫下文字,對尼布甲尼撒王的兒子,伯沙撒王,宣告他的國位,到此為止,也間接表明他也是死定了。在新約裏,五旬節,聖靈降臨,也籍着門徒,對不認識主耶穌是彌賽亞的猶太人講說話。聖靈也與我這樣的罪人說話,誰人能說創造天地的神,只會與義人說話呢?

以下是我以往學習聆聽上帝的聲音的經驗分享,在禱告裏,我求主幫我梳理清楚,所以我才能夠寫出來的。希望讀者能從中得到啟發,起步尋找上帝。上帝藉着聖靈,對我說話的途徑,並不限制於,直接在我心裏對我說話,這其實是如約翰福音 14:26中,主耶穌所說的,聖靈可以叫我想起主對我所說的一切話。這是我未曾悔改以前,常常忽略了的方式。
「但保惠師,就是父因我的名所要差來的聖靈,他要將一切的事指教你們,並且要叫你們想起我對你們所說的一切話。」
而且聖靈讓我想起聖經所說一切話的方法,有三種方式。

  1. 直接用經文的說話方式
  2. 隱藏不用經文的說話方式
  3. 直接隱藏混合互動的說話方式

直接用經文的說話方式

第一種,是直接的方式,可以是直接讓我在作事當中,心裏浮現聖經的說話;或者是直接在讀聖經某段經文當中,聖靈讓我心裏想起或浮現某些人,或某人所講或所做的事。彼得曾在使徒行傳1:20-22節記載:「願別人得他(猶大)的職份。」這是詩篇109:8節所說的,若然讀者相信聖經都是神所默示,而且相信主耶穌在受害以先,在馬太福音 10:20所應許的,因為不是你們自己說的乃是你們父的靈在你們裏頭說的。」那麼彼得所說的話,便是天父的靈,在彼得心裏直接用經文說的話。也例如我在「主的恩膏在心裏」中記載,駕車事件是直接浮現聖經傳道書7:22的說話方式。

而直接在讀聖經某段經文當中,聖靈也可以讓我心裏想起或浮現某些人,或某人所講或所做的事。例如在「一念沉淪落地獄(上)」中記載,閱讀猶大書23節,和撒母耳記上2:33-34和3:12-13節的時候,心裏浮現弟弟的影像,也是直接方式,只不過是閱讀經文時候,浮現別人的影像,所以是直接用經文說話的另一種表達方式。只因為這一種表達方式,不跟從我在教會所聽到的查經和解釋聖經方法,要根據上文下理去理解神的話語,所以我以前常常用不接上文下理為理由,去分辯是否神對我說話,其實是我不懂得,不知道神的義,立自己所聽到的道理為義,也便不服神的義了。在我悔改以後,回想以往的經歷,主才打開我的心眼,看見我以往的愚昧。原來不單只可以照上文下理去理解神的話,神也可以不照上文下理的方法,對我說話例如猶大書23節,和撒母耳記上2:33-34和3:12-13節,不可能讓我知道我弟弟的意圖,這是不照上文下理的釋經方法,更加不可能是從經文而來的生活應用(請問有誰可以解釋清楚給我知道,這是生活應用呢?)。只因為神想讓我這愚笨人,知道一些祂很想我明白,會觸及祂底線的事情,但我卻仍然沒有那屬靈的生命,不能夠與主在無阻隔的溝通之下,能夠明白的事情。直接的講,因為我蠢,所以主要用一些能令蠢人也能夠直接被吸引注意的啟示,來提醒我。這便是主教導我,為何主對我用直接閱讀經文,卻讓我心裏浮現某些人,某些事情或某些說話的原因。正如哥林多前書 1:21記載:
世人(我)憑自己的智慧,既不認識神,神就樂意用人(我)所當作愚拙的道理拯救那些信的人(我);這就是神的智慧了。
這種直接讀經卻浮現其他人、事等等的方式也是隱藏的,是很容易被以前的我忽略,也可以當作是隱藏方式的一種。

隱藏不用經文的說話方式

第二種,是隱藏的方式,意思是直接但不是用聖經經文說,所以我在悔改以前,常常忽略了這種方式。這方式,可以是我們人類聽得𢤦的語言、夢境、意念、異象、別人的影像或經過其他人所說的話(對方不一定需要是基督徒)。這種方式,容易被以前的我忽略,原因是聖靈不直接用聖經經文說話,而是用以上種種表達方法,但因為我看不見神,不容易察覺到,是聖靈對我用隱藏方式說話。尢其是聖靈經別人的口而出來的話,以前若能夠通過大腦邏輯思維的過濾,便有可能接受,但也會誤會了,只是別人所說的。對象專注於人,不知道是主,如孩童撒母耳誤以為以利在呼喚他一樣。而且若唔啱聽,就覺得別人在單打我,不會再深究,是否聖靈在對我說話

要求證是否從聖靈而來的隱藏說話方式,主教導我,要將那些能觸動我心的語言、夢境、意念、異象、別人的影像或經過其他人所說的話,記在心裏。等候讀經中,聖靈讓我記起祂對我以前所說的話,正如約翰福音 14:26中所記載的一樣。 例子如使徒保羅在哥林多後書12:9節記載,他因為那根刺,求主叫那刺離開他,主卻直接對保羅說:「我的恩典夠你用的,因為我的能力,是在人的軟弱上顯得完全。」這些都是直接說話,卻不是直接用經文的隱藏對話方式。也在我的經歷裏,如「一念悔改盼天家(一)」中記載,聖靈對我說:「原諒你的爸爸吧,也原諒你自己。」這也是直接說話,雖然不是在禱告當中,卻是認識主以後,一種創造主對罪人呼喚悔改,卻不是用聖經經文的隱藏方式。也可以是藉着夢境或異象,如約珥書 2:28-29、約伯記33:15-18、馬太福音 1:20-21記載:
以後,我要將我的靈澆灌凡有血氣的 你們的兒女要說預言;你們的老年人要做異夢,少年人要見異象。 在那些日子,我要將我的靈澆灌我的僕人和使女。」

「人躺在牀上沉睡的時候,神就用夢和夜間的異象,開通他們的耳朵,將當受的教訓印在他們心上,好叫人不從自己的謀算,不行驕傲的事,攔阻人不陷於坑裏,不死在刀下。


”正思念這事的時候,有主的使者向他夢中顯現,說:「大衛的子孫約瑟,不要怕!只管娶過你的妻子馬利亞來,因她所懷的孕是從聖靈來的。 她將要生一個兒子,你要給他起名叫耶穌,因他要將自己的百姓從罪惡裏救出來。」“

只要緊記,

第一,那些浮現的人、事、說話、夢境或異象,不與聖經中神的話,或神的屬性互相違背。

第二,啟示中所顯示帶我走向神的屬性,結聖靈的果子而且不自以為義,暗地裏,自己仍然每天願意跪下來,去禱告讀經

那些浮現的人、事、說話、夢境或異象,便是神藉着隱藏說話的方式,對我說話。但這種隱藏方式,有一個我以前沒有辨法解決的問題,那便是我不能百分之一百肯定,那說話的,是真的從神而來,因為神不是用聖經經文與我對話,就算是從神而來,也不能肯定我自己不會自以為是。所以主教導我,一定要像主耶穌地上的母親馬利亞一樣,要記在心裏,等候將來讀經的時候,聖靈令我想起之前用隱藏方式的對話內容,而且需要自自然然在心裏浮現的那種方式,才可以接受(心裏十分渴望神對我講某一些說話的那一種,不可以計算在內。)而且就算接受了,仍然被主驗證,但驗證的原因和方法,並不是這篇文章所要說的,留待下一小篇才會分享。永遠也不要忘記,我們跪下來敬拜的對象,是永活的真神祂看見我們一切明面上和暗地裏,一切所想所求的事情和心思。正因為祂看見,祂聽到。我們願意跪下來親近神的時候,祂總有一天會回應我們的。要耐心等候那一天的來臨,只因我們的對象,是永活的真神

直接隱藏混合互動的說話方式

第三種,是直接隱藏混合互動的說話方式,在使徒行傳10:11-17節曾記載,彼得在異象中,主叫他吃俗物和不潔的物,彼得不願意,主對他說:「神所潔淨的,你不可當作俗物。」這不是直接從聖經經文而來,是隱藏的說話方式。到後來,彼得看到聖靈降在一切聽道的外邦人中,那些人說方言,稱讚神偉大,後來彼得在使徒中,辯白他傳道給外邦人的見證,說他想起主的話:「約翰是用水施洗,但你們要受聖靈的洗。」這便是主直接用他所說的話,在彼得心裏,去印證彼得傳道給外邦人,是祂的旨意。又例如我在「奉主耶穌的名(上)」中記載,聖靈用隱藏方式,對我說:「你不雖要常常被動的給那惡者引誘你,然後求我憐憫你,你是可以靠著我反抗的。」這不是聖經經文,卻是神對我用隱藏方式說的。直至「奉主耶穌的名(中)」,我直接閱讀約翰一書 4:1-6 節以後,奉主名命令心裏面負面驕傲的意念回答,相不相信主耶穌是道成了肉身?那時候心裏有震慄的反應,然後奉主名,趕走那意念。這便是隱藏和直接混合互動說話方式,也是相信而行出來的結果。又例如在「打倒了,卻不致死亡(上)」中記載,我對朋友說謊,聖靈在我心裏對我說:「你知道自己在說謊嗎?」,是隱藏的說話方式。直至那天晚上,閱讀聖經,聖靈用箴言19:5和9節,直接讓我知道,作假見證是神所恨惡的。然後我害怕,起身時,卻在心裏看見自己對朋友講大話的一幕,好讓我可以回到神面前,認罪悔改。這便是隱藏->直接->再隱藏的混合互動說話方式。

在出現重覆說話,無論是重復單一直接,單一隱藏,或者直接隱藏混合互動說話方式的時候,我們一定要小心留意我們的主,為何要重覆地用各種方式對我們再三說話這也是為何我們要注意聖經中,神重覆所講相同的經文一樣的道理,是對我們十分重要的指示。主,究竟要表達的是甚麽意思?為何會這樣迫切,重覆地講?在不明白為什麼以前,要心裏常常祈求主,施恩憐憫我這個愚拙人,假若心裏沉重,無法安穩,我會提議進入密室當中,跪下來禱告求問天上的主,打開我的眼睛,開明我的心靈,好等我可以明白祂的旨意。在禱告沒有明確啟示的時候,更可以照着曰常的讀聖經,心裏祈求主會有一天施恩給我,能夠明白祂的旨意。請不要氣餒,主會在適當的時候,在每天讀經或日常生活當中,回應我們的祈求,讓我們想起祂所說一切的話。因為祂自己的應許,尋找的,便尋見,叩門的,便給他開門這是我的心底話和經歷,

但在這些方式中要留意,因為我可以理解錯誤,或者自以為是,更重要的是,可以被裝作光明天使的聲音或意念所迷惑,所以要在以後讀聖經的日子中,求主重覆在神的話語(聖經)裏引證所明白的,是從主而來。也因為自己有限的的思維,有些時侯神的話語臨到,我一時之間不能接受,但也要將那些話,放在心裏,等待我的心能夠安靜下來。我不知道其他人要等多久,我只知道自己最少需要一年,甚至兩年的時間,讓神的話語在心裏掙扎與沉澱,當我的心願意接受之後,當我願意跟從主的旨意去做的時候,那時行出來,我心裏每次都會同時想起祂對我所說的一切話和所作或疑問的人或事。這便是神用直接隱藏混合互動引證的方式對我說話的明證了。正如約翰福音 2:22所記載的意義和方法一樣:
「所以到他從死裏復活以後,門徒就想起他說過這話,便信了聖經和耶穌所說的。」
請記得,可以作事,心裏直接浮現聖經的說話,然後在以後讀聖經的日子裏,讓我們閱讀某段經文的時候,想起我們所見的人或所作的事,作為再次肯定的回應,而且次序可以對調,也沒有問題。不肯定或懷疑,是否主對我說話的時候,可以在心裏再問主。這是很重要的,我過去數年學習親近神,聆聽神的聲音過程中,直接隱藏混合互動的方式,是最常見,主用來教導我的。因我看不見神,祂要讓我知道祂的心意,便會重覆對我說話。正如約翰福音 14:17和16:13-14所講:
「就是真理的聖靈,乃世人不能接受的;因為不見他,也不認識他。你們卻認識他,他常與你們同在,也要在你們裏面
「只等真理的聖靈來了,他要引導你們明白一切的真理;因為他不是憑自己說的,乃是把所聽見的都說出來,並要把將來的事告訴你們。 他要榮耀我(主耶穌),因為他要將受於我的告訴你們。

但是最重要的是領受隱藏或直接隱藏混合互動說話之後,自己的靈魂狀態,或者簡單一些的說,自己的心態是怎樣。所以主教導我,每天在密室中跪下來,回到祂那審判與施恩並存的寶座面前,被聖靈測試我的心境,過去幾年的經驗告訴我,這是萬試萬靈的!正如詩篇33:13-15節和約伯記36:8-10節所説的,是真的!

「耶和華從天上觀看,祂看見一切的世人。
從祂的居所往外察看世上一切的居民 –
祂是那做成他們衆人心的,留意他們一切作為的。


「他們若被鎖鍊捆住,被苦難的繩索纏住祂就把他們的作為和過犯指示他們,叫他們知道有驕傲的行動。
祂也開通他們的耳朵得受教訓,吩咐他們離開罪孽轉回。

總結

若果有人現在問我,究竟是我聽不到神對我說話,還是我聽不懂神怎樣對我說話,從而與上帝的話擦身而過?我會毫不猶豫的說:「我以前聽不懂!」以前,我只會單一堅持用上文下理去解釋神的話,極其量我只會接受直接說話方式的一半,更不用說,神用隱藏說話方式對我說話,我會聽得懂,也不用妄想神用直接隱藏混合互動方式,我會聽得明。但我感謝我的主,正如以賽亞書 65:1,所記載的:
「素來沒有訪問我的,現在求問我; 沒有尋找我的,我叫他們遇見; 沒有稱為我名下的,我對他們說: 我在這裏!我在這裏!
祂並沒有因為我信主三十多年也聽不懂,而放棄我!所以我有信心,創造主也不會放棄任何一個願意去尋找祂,渴望與祂對話的人。

曾經有朋友問我:「你是否因為天天看聖經,所以那些聖經的經文,才會在你心裏自然地浮現?其實並不是有甚麽聖靈,在你心裏對你說話呢?」我想了一陣子,對朋友說:「我初相信主耶穌以後,那次禱告睡着了,內疚求神責備,結果聖靈對我講:”當信主耶穌,你和你一家都必得救。” (詳情記載在打倒了,卻不致死亡(上))但我那時候,連這句是聖經經文也不知道。所以,那次是沒有可能,因為我看聖經太多,聖經的經文,自然的在我腦海中出現。」而且當我有疑惑的時候,求問神:「主啊,是祢嗎?」當主在我心裏回應我:「是我。」的時候,我便知道真的是主對我說話了。

聽不懂上帝說話的方式,還可以有機會學懂認為主已經不會再對祂的子民在現今的世代直接對話,便會錯過了那上好的福份。那叫人不要信上帝會與現今祂的子民直接對話的弟兄姊妹,我祈求主讓你們明白,自己不信,是自己一個人的選擇。但不要嘲笑或阻止別人進去尋找上帝與他們對話。阻止別的小孩子到主面前的人,是會令主不喜悅的。我們作主僕人的,正如使徒保羅在哥林多後書13:8節所說的,是對我們所有神的子民的提醒:「我們凡事不能敵黨真理只能輔助真理。

約伯記 42:1-5記載,他並不敢自誇知道萬事,為何會有那樣的膽量,去決定自己聽不懂,所以別人也沒有可能聽得懂上帝對他們說話呢?
「約伯回答耶和華說:我知道,你萬事都能做;你的旨意不能攔阻。 誰用無知的言語使你的旨意隱藏呢? 我所說的是我不明白的;這些事太奇妙,是我不知道的。 求你聽我,我要說話;我問你,求你指示我我從前風聞有你,現在親眼看見你。

啟示錄 1:17-19 主所講的
「不要懼怕!我是首先的,我是末後的,又是那存活的;我曾死過,現在又活了,直活到永永遠遠並且拿着死亡和陰間的鑰匙。 所以你要把所看見的,和現在的事,並將來必成的事,都寫出來。…」
是的,主耶穌是活著的,永遠活著,祂教導我,不用我為祂多說甚麼,只要我照實述説祂為我所做的事情,對我所講的說話,怎樣與我相處當中,對我的教導,便可以了。榮耀歸給我們的救主耶穌,祂是配得我們稱頌,值得我們每天向祂下跪,直到永永遠遠的,如經上所記:
要尋求耶和華與祂的能力,時常尋求祂的面 願天歡喜,願地快樂;願人在列邦中說:耶和華作王了! 耶和華-以色列(我們)的神,從亙古直到永遠,是應當稱頌的! 眾民都說:「阿們!」”

若果讀者看完這篇文章後,想與我聯絡交流意見。我是十分願意與讀者開始對話的。對話是一定要雙方也願意踏出第一步,才能算是對話的。希望讀者也能找到主對你的呼喚,以致可以與主開始交流對話。祈願主在讀者心中感動你!

下一小篇,我會敍述測試是否神對我說話的原因,和主教導我的辨法。

後記 – 剎那間的永恆光照(上)-(二)

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剎那間的永恆光照(上)-(一)